Creative Writing: I Was A Captive

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I was a captive you see. A captive of the demons everyone has had the wonderful chance to meet. They weren’t your normal demons. No, they were everyday monsters. They came to me, one day about 3 years ago.Disguising themselves as kind, genuine people, I let them into my life. We had become friends, coexisting together. The thing is, after so long of getting to know you, they learn your weaknesses, your fears, your everyday problems. Once they’ve gathered their intel, they creep into your soul. Piece-by-piece they interlock themselves into your very being. It’s not fun. It’s not fun at all. People look at me, and think i’m fine. Really, i’m struggling. I hear their words in my brain, and feel their cold calloused hand squeezing my heart. I’m …show more content…

People take pills to get rid of it, and hurt themselves because of it. I hurt myself because of it. Can you guess it’s name? I’ll just tell you. It’s name is depression; an angry monster who tell you that you are worth nothing. A monster so widely spread, it claims hundreds every day. This monster has been my downfall. It tells me that i’m not good enough, and whispers terrible things in the dark. It tells me to cut myself and starve myself, because I definitely want to be like those girls in the magazines. The ones with layers and layers of photoshop carved into their skin. I knew it was photoshopped, I just didn’t care. I din’t care if it was impossible to get to that point, I wanted it. Hell, I still do. I want it with every piece of my body, heart, and soul. Then again I feel the same way about chocolate. Though I make myself not eat it, for the sake of being thin. I make myself starve, so I can look like someone a guy would want. What guy would want girl with scars on her hips though? The second monster, well, this monster is also normal. It is what we live in, it is who we breath. It hold us in its grasp, and we do nothing to stop it. Maybe we’ve gotten use to it holding us so tight. Maybe thats why we came up with the saying, ‘who ever said life was fair.’ I think I gave it away. This monster’s name is life. Life drags you down, and then wonders why you haven’t gotten back up. It sends people who hurt you, and kill you

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