Bless Me, Ultima By Rudolfo Anaya

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Jasmine Reyes
Mr. Lelinski
College Preparatory English II
24 April, 2018

As Antonio struggles with the confusion of his own persona, one of his overall struggle is choosing an identity of one of either of his parents, Marez or Luna. As the novel, Bless Me, Ultima, by Rudolfo Anaya, portrays this character going through many internal conflicts and stress, he fails to realize sooner that he is both and will always be a part of both identities. By the end Antonio decides to embrace both identities for they are both a contribution and aspect to his character. it is important because it depicts the sense that that one's identity may be difficult to decipher; however, in the end you cannot deny the fact the both sides run through your veins. …show more content…

They are farmers with strong faith. Antonio's mother wants Antonio to fulfill her dream of him becoming a priest; However, this becomes an issue for him because of not truly knowing if that is what he wants. He goes through many internal conflicts of whether he should be a Luna or a Marez. In one of his dreams he states, “We must all gather around father...his dream to ride westward in search of a new adventure. My brothers frowned. You are a luna, they chanted in unison, you are to be a farmer-priest for mother!...you are but a baby, tony, you are our mother’s dream” (Anaya 26). This shows that his worry and stress even haunt him in his sleep. He is told to follow his mom's dream but he himself doesn’t get a say in the decision. He wishes to also make his father happy but; nevertheless, at this point he believes there can only be one identity that he can choose to embrace. Ironically, the Luna and the Marez family don't really seem to get along. This has also affected Antonio because of the thought of being completely disowned by half of his family. In this case he tries to seek answers and goes to ultima to let him know he should …show more content…

The Marez are people who are vaqueros and ride in the llano fast and free. They individuals in which the nature of the earth speaks to them. Though according to Antonio's mother she,"did not like the people of the llano. To her they were worthless drunkards, wanderers. She did not understand their tragedy, their search for the freedom that was now forever gone. [His] mother had lived in the llano many years when she married my father, but the valley and the river were too ingrained in her for her to change." (Pg. 131) As his father said to him”Understanding comes with life." (194) meaning that one can not fully understand life if one does not live through it. Thus indicates that Antonio will not get his answers right away but eventually he will after all the stress and

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