An Unconventional Courage: A Soldier's Tale

During The Battle of the Bulge, one of the most bloodiest battles that U.S. forces experienced in both World Wars, was a young American soldier stationed with his combat battalion in Germany, sickened from sleeping in wet and muddy trench holes next to the corpses of his friends and eating rancid food, determined he required a idea. He left his regiment without orders or permission, and hiked into German occupied German territory, base where he rested and quietly swam in the municipal pool. A sign read, “Nur Offizier” (Officers Only).
Two weeks later, the weary Battle of the Bulge survivor walked back through enemy territory to resume his position on the front lines. The soldier had been awarded three purple hearts and a bronze star, but his

His father said, “The one thing that I learned from volunteering for the Army was, never volunteer for anything.” He got enough subtle messages over the years that maybe war wasn't all it was cracked up to be.
Before his death, more than sixty after the Battle of the Bulge, his father finally began sharing more intimate, painful wartime experiences, as we walked together around the Northern Portland neighborhood where they lived most of our lives. The walks were long even though the distances were short. His walker rattled and his feet barely cleared the cracks in the sidewalk as we ambled along. His memory ebbed and flowed, as past blurred with the present, and the new stories revealed a darker side of war.
It's clear to him now the man who gave me everything he was capable of, did his best to spare him and everyone else the reality of war. After the war ended, his generation was told to "man-up," buy a house and pretend that nothing happened. Despite all he experienced, and the pain he was withholding, he was a loving, generous father. The war had always been with him privately, but at the end of his life he began to talk about what really happened at the Battle of the Bulge as they walked, as it faded into his fog of