Eulogy For Friend

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Mitch, I hope you are doing well that you're continuing to grow as you work on bettering yourself for you. That you are finding joy daily and having a blast with your brothers. I cannot go through life knowing that I didn't give this my all. I don't half ass anything and hope that was evident from this summer. You told me on multiple occasions how you admired nay loved how honest and blunt I am. Well, I hope you can still admire that quality even now that we are no longer together. You were right something on that California trip was off and I still can't pinpoint the exact moment when or where it happened. Speaking personally the nervousness to meet your family was overwhelming and I froze up on multiple occasions. My own insecurities kept …show more content…

I witnessed this bleed out of you every day since reuniting with you at So What. The music within you transcends, it speaks to darkness and shatters it with light. I saw it when you chose courage to face your fears head on and continue to speak with your psychologist. In the integrity you exhibit within your craft, I saw it as you would slow dance during the marriage of the notes at each set you played, In the way you are there for your band of brothers, how sensitive you were of your mom's feelings, or how you acknowledged the qualities in me that I thought were often overlooked or I was not even aware of. It's visible in the way you seek out knowledge and truth in this conflicting world that is inspiring. Mitch don't ever stop seeking and don't ever aim for perfection while there is so much beauty to behold in the imperfect. In the imperfect there is life, forgiveness, grace and love. While the perfect lacks all. You are an amazing while sometimes confusing soul that is completely worthwhile and I believe you have yet to scratch the surface as to where this life can take you. Mitchell Stark have been set apart for something unique that has the potential to shake this …show more content…

If given the chance to do it over I would still flirt with you over that damn green beanie; buy you a hundred hot chocolates so I could have a reason to walk over to your table, I would still Facebook message you my number; share my thoughts and hopes with you; relive every walk we took on Warped even Wantagh. I would get secondhand smoke from all your accursed camel blues, experience every moment we spent intertwined on or beneath that sunflower blanket, and I would relive that crushing last kiss at lax where I knew deep down you were slipping away. I would still choose you. What hurts are the moments that may never happen, the words that may never be spoken, the love that may never be shared and the fact that you may never choose me. That last evening on Alex's couch, I told you я тебя люблю, through the chaos and confusion of those last couple of days I still felt and meant it. Even now Mitch, I love you and I wish you the very best in life. I leave this in your hands and what you do with it is up to you. If ever or whenever you want to talk, fight it out or tell me off I will listen. ~Jenn~ (512)569-6025

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