The Centaur Plays Croquet Essay

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Fantasizing is a way for one to, even if just for a moment, escape the sometimes harsh realities of the world. Many children have imaginary friends, created by their own thoughts to make the world around them seem just a little more exciting. Fantasies, whether from a novel or our own mind, can make the world seem like a place of endless wonder, but it is when one is unable to distinguish the fantastical world from the real world that this fantasizing can become dangerous. The Centaur Plays Croquet by Lyle Saxon contains two stories in one. Firstly, the surface story of Ms. Ada Weatherford Calander who stumbles upon a centaur in the woods. But, if we look under the surface, we can see the story of Saxon himself living as a gay man in Louisiana, …show more content…

Ada Weatherford Calander. From a young age Ada was always intrigued in the unknown, wandering out into the woods for hours at a time. Disregarding all the “normal” activities a young girl at this time should be learning, such as sewing, cooking, and housekeeping. When she is much older, she stumbles upon a centaur with whom she becomes, somewhat unnervingly, infatuated with. But is this centaur really there or is he simply a figment of Mrs. Calander’s imagination? To her, he is very much real. She tries her best to tame this creature, “she even dressed him in her husband’s shirts, vests, collars and ties…” (Dixon 341). Although Mrs. Calander gave this centaur all of her attention, he does not belong in the home, he does not belong dressed up like a man, pretending to be something he is not. He soon abandons Mrs. Calander and this act is “the real beginning of [her] insanity…” (Dixon 345). Her reality and her fantasies have blended together as one, and as Saxon so effortlessly shows us, this blending of the true and the false soon turns out to be very precarious for Mrs. …show more content…

Just as Ada had never really fit the role that society expected her to, Saxon also lived a life that, at the time, was far from “normal.” Even today, there is still much debate over things such as gay marriage and topics related to sexual orientations other than heterosexual, but especially back in Saxon’s time, these types of relationships were something that were highly looked down upon. Just as Ada was forced for a while to repress her untamed side, starting with marrying her husband who held “considerable local reputation” (Dixon 340) to attending extravagant parties in New Orleans, Saxon was forced to repress this side of him, just as many gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgendered etc. people have to do for fear of being outcast from

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