Love By Maludora Monologue Analysis

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. Brought up in such an environment, the boy always remains mentally upset. While playing with his friends, he can see Mangan’s sister when she comes at the doorstep of her house to call Mangan to his tea. He develops an intense interest in the girl. Sometimes he worships Mangan's sister from religious point of view, sometimes he is attracted by her figure and posture. On seeing her on the railing outside her house, the emotional language he uses proclaims that his attraction is physical rather than spiritual: "Her dress swung as she moved her body and the soft rope of her hair tossed from side to side"6. “This vision of beauty only intensifies his already feverish passion for the girl.”7 He keeps on thinking about her all the time. He actually …show more content…

She does not pay any special attention to him. One thing here should arguably be noted that when a penitent comes before a holy figure, he is supposed to prostrate himself, and this is precisely what the protagonist does only to see her in the morning. However, even though he does never speak to the girl except casually, her name is like a summons to all his ‘foolish blood’9 and ‘foolish blood’ refers to an ardent desire to possess the woman sexually. Moreover, the boy is so infatuated with the girl that her image accompanies him wherever he goes, “even in places the most hostile to romance"10. Her image haunts him in the crowds and noises of the streets of Dublin as well. In the bustle of the weekly grocery shopping too, he carries with him a feeling about her. But, “being adolescent, and educated by Christian Brothers, the boy's feelings of attraction are confusing, bedeviling and painful.”11 So, he always tosses between passions and religious indoctrination. “In glorifying Mangan’s sister, in comparing her to a chalice, in praying to her, and worshipping her being, the boy is breaking the first of the Ten Commandments.”12 Due to the religious indoctrination, he struggles with guilt on account of feelings of natural sexual arousal for her. The ‘confused adoration’ and the guilt that it generates are both products of the religiosity inflicted upon the boy by his

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