I Call My Own Poem

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Is there anything in your life which you can firmly define as your own? Your cell phone? Your shoes? What about your thoughts? Is there any way to know that what you are thinking right this second has never been thought before? The speaker in “Which I Call My Own” struggles with that very question at the height of their anxiety. Diction, disorganized structure, symbolism, and an intense shift in the final line contribute to the theme of the gravity of anxiety. In the final line, the speaker compares their thoughts to someone else’s “Trash [...] / [...] tossed out the car with this leftover calzone”, attributing a sense of out-of-place humor to the entirety of the piece (38-39). This final shift is arguable the most important trait of the poem. The poem’s tone evolves from depressed, anxious, and overwhelmed into one more humorous. The theme is finalized, determined with this final line. Even if those who suffer from anxiety make light of it, it does not mean it is not affecting them. Symbolism is used to develop the pessimistic mood and the theme of the poem. “This looming wall” is representative of the seemingly impossible …show more content…

When describing a pencil, one wouldn’t immediately go to the words “[m]undane”, “[f]orgettable”, and “[u]ndistinguished” (18, 21, 22). To see a pencil in such a way, the viewer must be in a certain place of mind. When a pencil screams “[n]ormal”, it means the viewer is questioning their own normality. The speaker seems to write these words in a frenzy and with negative connotations (20). It can be inferred that the speaker doesn’t want to be normal. They want to be themself. The speaker uses pessimistic words to describe their mind and their thoughts. They define their mind as “[u]norganized” and “[t]angled” and their thoughts as “[b]land” and “[s]hameful” (5, 4, 34, 35). The speaker is feeling insecure, unsure about even their own

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