Eulogy For Jesus

I hope you know I’m waiting for you. I hope you know that I’m doing my best to make you proud. I’m not wasting my heart anymore on guys who don’t look, less act anything like you. I’m not entertaining my fleshly and selfish ego nor anyone who doesn’t looks or has a heart like yours. I’ve dried my tears from my past mistakes; from those guys I thought you were. I have given my brain and heart strict directions to no longer look itself for "the one" but from once and for all rely on The One who knows it all. I know now that I cannot expect perfect simply because you won't be perfect, & good! Because perfect is not what I want, certainly not what I look for, but you'll be enough to gorgeously complete as a braid our tripled cord. Enough because

I hope you know how thankful I am for you. I’m thankful for the godly man that God is making of you. I’m thankful for this time in which we get to grow in Jesus Christ individually so that someday we can keep growing in Him together. This time in which you prepare to become a true man and I a Proverbs 31 woman. I’m thankful that I will someday get to be that blessed girl to love on you and support you and laugh with you and cry with you and raise a family with you and simply spend this journey of life with you. No day shall I dare to look upon with boredom or disappointment. In this journey and adventure of us, there will always be more time to spend together, more memories to create, more tears to share, more laughs to have, more to know about each other, more days to fall in love deeper, but certainly more of me to give you. I hope you know that I’m trusting God wholeheartedly to bring you to me in His time. I lost myself when I found Him. He'll be above you & I will be below Him. May we say not our will but His be done. May He, by His marvelous grace allow me to wait patiently for you while I keep losing & reshaping myself inside His immensity & love. For now, I just hope you know that I already love you with all of my