Brave Monologue

Everyone has experienced awkward moments in their lives it’s a normal occasion for most people. But me on the other hand, not so much. Bravery is something that cannot be taught I guess you could say it’s like seeing or hearing or breathing. It’s just something that you do on your own but it doesn’t just come to you like Turing on a light switch it’s something like adrenaline it happens in certain moments in my option it’s a strong thought that connected to a feeling that gives you the courage to do something you would normally be afraid of doing. Bravery can assist in an everyday thing such as facing your fears. But instead of talking a tragic event I’m going more of an everyday thing. I believe I am considered socially awkward, because I

It just comes naturally and can somewhat be considered as an instinct. I’ve always wondered why people can do things without thinking twice about them. When a person you don’t know ask you a question some if not most of you would reply back right away with no problem, that’s not the case for me, I just get so panicky. I get anxious and nervous about things and then end up avoiding it, because I don't want to face looking a little foolish in front of people. At first things may seem easy when your little but as you get older things become more complicated, and you may start to care about what other think of you, that’s something that Co-acts with my social awkwardness. I remember when getting my classes for the first day of high school I was thinking about where to sit and how to walk in the room and if I should sit alone or not and if I should answer the first question or just sit quietly. I could never get the nerve to speak out, especially things like reading out loud I was get so stiff and pale because if I didn’t know a word I might get laughed at or I might spit and if I took too long to say the word or if I steered it was just a bunch of what if

Doing or saying something that people may not approve of being judged or looking stupid in front of everyone. Being that one kid that no likes there was always a tremendous amount of thought and things going through my mind sometimes it got too much I would shut down and isolate myself because I was afraid of the world. I’m always afraid of everything when I want to do something I overthink then hold myself back from doing or saying it and just chicken out of my opportunities. I don’t feel comfortable taking chances because I’m always afraid of the result if it’s not what I want or worse. I always care about what others are goanna think about me. I just couldn’t get passed it but after a while I figured out it was just my thoughts that were keeping me from engaging in my life and I knew that warfare on my own wasn’t enough I needed more help. Moving on after a tiny embarrassing moment is something everyone is going to face and learn in life. Steven Spielberg said, "I never felt comfortable with myself, because I was never part of the majority. I always felt awkward and shy and on the outside of. I always felt awkward, shy and on the outside of the energy of everyone around