My Love Gatsby

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It was the hottest day of the summer. I did not know what decision to make, in that hotel room, in the presence of Gatsby and Tom. I loved Gatsby for a very long time. But Tom was after all my husband and I would be lying if I was to say I never loved Tom. I did love Tom as well, without knowing how it was possible to fall in love for two men. I did not want to marry Tom at first and if Gatsby was to never reappear in my life, I would have doubtlessly never regretted my marriage.
After the brawl that afternoon I ran outside of the hotel to catch fresh air, for I felt suffocated and to my first sight it was Gatsby’s yellow majestic Rolls Royce parked in front of the hotel reflecting every single of the sun’s rays. I just wanted to get in that car and drive it off the Astoria Bridge. The parallel problems of my life first line being Gatsby and second being my husband I just wanted to kill myself and be free from both. My brain was more lost and confused …show more content…

I immediately turned around and cried “Let me free, I asked its best if we run away, why you are making me suffer so much my love”.
“No my love, that cannot be the case. You must choose one of us, and it must be legal” Gatsby …show more content…

Driving pass Manhattan and entering the borough of Queens I caught the glimpse of the eyes of Doctor T.J Eckleburg. I turned and focused my vision more carefully into the billboard and began to think as if they were the eyes of god watching over this madness. I feared I have done wrong to Tom. I am a married woman and being so I still cheated on Tom with Gatsby recently and having him sit beside me with god starring down at me I felt I deserve hell more than anyone

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