My Reading And Reading: The Experiences Of Reading

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When I was little, reading has been something that I always loathed in school. I had such hatred for it because it made me feel like a callow reader that has no clue what I’m reading. I also despised it because of past experiences that somewhat haunted me throughout my childhood. These two past experiences have made the most impact in the way I feel about reading which will explain why I absolutely hated reading. Back in the 3rd grade, I was the best student in all of my classes. I always had good grades in almost all of my classes, but there was one class I had difficulty with. That class was reading. Reading was the subject that I always struggled a lot mainly because of these four reasons. One reason is that I struggled with English. Ever …show more content…

Back in the 8th grade, I was once again a good student when it came to behavior but not that good when it came to the work in the subjects. I didn’t do that well since I was not interested and ennui by how the teachers teaches with their style especially my ELA teacher. My teacher was Mrs. Briseno. She was a nice lady but I was never interested in how she taught the class and me. She just talks in a quiet voice which made me not understand her and along with that, her room was pretty dark which made me pretty tired and sleepy during class time. This caused me to be pretty exhausted and not pay any attention to what she was teaching. I didn’t struggle that much when it came to classwork but when it came to independent work like quizzes and tests, I didn’t do so well. Because I didn’t pay enough attention to what the teacher taught us, I’ve gotten bad grades on most of the tests I’ve had. Finally, it’s the last month of the school year, it was STAAR time. The class and I took the test but before I started taking it, I came in unprepared. I ate just a cereal for breakfast which kind of made me hungry during the test and I slept at 11:00 the day before which meant I didn’t get that much sleep or rest to keep up with the test. So during the test, I was not on my highest potential or at my best since I was distracted by being hungry and tired and along with that, I couldn’t focus and figure out what were the main thesis of the articles! And because of all that, I couldn’t finish the STAAR test in time and didn’t answer 5 questions on that test. A week later the teacher was telling us the scores and then she called me up to her desk to tell me the score. She told me that I failed by 2 points, 2! When she said that, I already felt the massive amount of disappointment and how much I regretted not answering those questions and kept questioning what would’ve happened if I did answer them in time. That

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