My Faith Walk

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God is a very real presence in my life. This God of grace is not a still, small voice but a huge presence to me. It is a voice that I do not always follow faithfully but God’s direction for my life has become very evident to me.
My faith walk has been circuitous. I grew from a childhood in the church to a young adulthood away from worshipful opportunities. Despite the distance I placed between myself and God there was always a calling that became harder to resist. I found myself involved in a growing number of outreach activities, frequent church attendance and a greater satisfaction with life in general. I became more comfortable living as myself. If that sounds vague or difficult to understand, it is. It is not a clear-cut, divine
The human desire for evil is driven by the choice of self-interest over that of our neighbors. Humanity, consciously or unconsciously, uses the God given free will to make choices in our lives. It is these decisions that track the path of evil in our world. This follows the beliefs of St. Augustine, “there is no evil outside of the will” and that “God the Creator has created only good things, and there is no other creator alongside God.” . This God of grace permeates our world in way that envelopes humanity waiting for us to turn away from evil and sin. When we pray for God’s presence, I pray that we might open our hearts to the already present
In hurricane katrina my family had three homes nearly destroyed and all had to be completely rebuilt. Six vehicles were damaged beyond repair. The psychological damage done to my young niece continues to haunt her and has called for professional care.
I do not consider these evil. While these are certainly cause pain, they are all naturally occurring in our world. Some of them are the consequences or result of human action: a home built too close to the shore, a person who smokes excessively or participates in any activity that leads to negative results such as illness.
There are other tragedies that are outside my understanding, a child born with cystic fibrosis, a terrible accident, my brother’s death from disease, mental illness and others. These could be labeled as evil and I would not argue because of the sorrow these cause. The Harper Collins Bible Dictionary defines evil as “all forms of evil are regarded as ultimately occasioned by the disobedience and rebellion of the human race” . And yet we still have these mysteries that we live with in this world and can only look forward to this revelation in the world to

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