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With this being my last journal entry, I thought it was only befitting to take a moment to reflect on how this class has opened my mind to ministry. Understanding ministry stretches far beyond the pulpit on Sunday; but you are a minister EVERYDAY! Even days when you don’t feel like walking as a “Disciplined Christian.” It is difficult to not at times allow your flesh to overshadow your spirit, and I must say this class has caused a piece of my flesh to die every day. The one central theme that resonates in my mind is “it’s not about me, it’s about God!” All that I do, all that I say, should be about giving Him the glory and Honor. I strive to reach the point where I “not only behave in an exemplary manner” (page 290) but I am an exemplary person. This is what I aspire to do and I am confident with the foundation I have received in this class, that aspiration will one day come to fruition.

My supervisor called me on Monday and asked me if I would consider staying at Jonesville, even with the conclusion of this class. He indicated he recommended me to the Presiding Elder for a position on the District as the Statistician. This is a great opportunity for me as I continue to walk on my ministerial journey. This might be the opportunity I have been looking for, to help propel me into a pastorate. I was overjoyed when I spoke to him and just as I was about to exclaim “Yes, of course!” I realized I had to have this discussion with my pastor. My pastor was originally reluctant to let me do my Supervised Ministry outside of my church; but he later agreed, after much coaxing. I know that the average person would think that my pastor would celebrate my growth and new found opportunities, but I am sad to say this is not the cas...

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...e them an assignment where they had to help someone. They had to provide me a signed form indicating they had fulfilled this obligation preferably doing their service with a senior citizen. I had never been met with so many moans and groans. The students all expressed their discontent with this assignment. This troubled me even more, so I decided at the last minute to plan a field trip. When I originally asked, I was told my principal wouldn’t approve it, but when I asked he gladly approved. I write to say, I know that I am going to need EXTRA prayer for Tuesday. Even though Willimon sounds good in regards to being a disciplined Christian, I will be taking 60 8th grade students…students who barely listen in the classroom, to UNC Charlotte and Little Flower Nursing Home. I am not so certain I will be able to exhibit this behavior if they get to out of hand.

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