Winston's Diary Analysis

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I admire Winston. Winston's attempt to fight the party is admirable because he was focused on something larger than himself. One thing that Winston did to fight the party was to rent a room in prole territory and do forbidden intimate actions with Julia.

When Winston writes in his diary rebellious things he hopes that these things he wrote will be found and will be able to exploit the party's ideas. "For whom, it suddenly occurred to him to wonder, was he writing this diary? For the future, for the unborn. His mind hovered for a moment round the doubtful date on the page, and then fetched up with a bump against the Newspeak word DOUBLETHINK"(Orwell, 7). For Winston his main purpose in writing the diary is to make sure others can defeat …show more content…

In the beginning when O'Brien asks him what he is prepared to do to defeat the party, he says, "Anything that we are capable of." Towards the end of the interrogation, O'Brien asks for more specific cases. "You are prepared to lose your identity and live out the rest of your life as a waiter or a dock worker?", to which Winston replies, "Yes." "You are prepared to commit suicide, if and when we order you to do so?" "Yes," replies Winston. (Orwell, 172). Interestingly, though, Julia says that she is not prepared to be separated from Winston. Winston seems conflicted about this, though, hesitating for a while before he also says no. Furthermore, Winston shows once again how much he cares about beating the party even though he knows that the Party is the strongest force in Oceania.

Winston is willing to fight even though he doesn't know exactly what he is fighting. O'Brien tells him, "You understand that you will be fighting in the dark. You will always be in the dark. You will receive orders and you will obey them, without knowing why"(Orwell, 174). This is evidence that he is truly committed to making a difference, and not worrying about his own complete

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