Why Me

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Why Me

Tears tricked down the cold, unfeeling of my face - a prisoner to the

cruel heartless winter that raged, untamed, beyond the safe confines

of my helmet! Trees swayed as though losing the hopeless battle

against Mother Nature's cruellest force - the wind. Somewhere in that

gloomy world a bell rang, disturbing the once silent battle for life

in the wilderness.

Before leaving my false safety, I turned and admired the tall, dark

trees. Somehow I admired them because, despite their endless battle

for life, their life, their purpose, was clear and simple with no

question whatsoever.

I moved down past the demountables away from the hockey pitch only

semi-aware of what was going on around me. Some indifferent person

raged past me and clattered to the floor but I was oblivious to it, as

though it was far off in the distance, muttered by my innermost

consciousness.

I was vaguely aware of the fact that I had now left the once favourite

place of mine. A deathly-cold gust of wind almost swept me off my feet

as it hurried round the corner, intent on reaching its destination

despite many obstacles, of which I was one, always blocking its way.

As I began the tedious undressing and redressing I began to go through

the possibilities of what awaited me. The team barged out of the

changing room leaving me alone in the silence. The body armour, peeled

off at goal mouth had been no protection from their cruel, merciless

look. At the back of my mind was the glaring fact of what was to

happen to me! But yet I still felt the need to weigh out the

possibilities as though recounting them would change the odds.

However, none of this stopped the truth scratching at the back of my

mind eager to be let out into the open. I wandered aimlessly along the

rain-drenched road intent on cruelly loathing myself!

As if in a final attempt at convincing me that I will not ever play

again, so I would never let the team down again, the heavens opened

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