Voodoo

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I didn’t want to get out of bed. I wanted to run. I wanted to pace my room in frustration. I want to scrub the kitchen within an inch of it’s life, but I didn’t want to get out of bed. My thoughts were a tangled mess. I checked the time. If I didn’t get up I was going to be late for class. I rolled over. Could it be safe to take a ‘mental health’ day this close to the end of the semester? Could this even be considered a ‘mental health’ day? I was only having boyfriend troubles. Albeit pretty strange ones. I sighed and pulled myself out of bed. It didn’t feel like a good enough reason to skip out on class. I took some comfort in the fact that at least I didn’t work tonight, so I could come straight home and mope around my apartment while trying to get homework done. Yes, I was going to mope. As much as I didn’t want to admit it to myself, that’s what was going to happen. I reached for my phone and turned it on, wanting to listen to music while I showered. An unread text waited for me. From Ravi. My heart skipped and I quickly opened it. Good Morning jagi That was all it said. I wanted to be accepting; to answer his text cheerfully like nothing had happened, but I couldn’t. Good morning I kept it simple, trying not to get my hopes up as I hopped in the shower. At this point I honestly didn’t know what to expect. He was being sweet now, but he could go cold again in an instant. I was really starting to worry. Maybe there was more to this than just exhaustion. Maybe Eun Young . . . I stopped that thought in it’s tracks. Ravi and I had known each other too long. He wouldn’t just cheat on me. I’d hope he’d have the balls to talk to me about it first. But maybe he was just starting to fall for her, trying to decide between the two of us... ... middle of paper ... ...ce was bright and excited when she answered my call. I asked her the same questions and she gave me the same answers. I couldn’t lie to her the same way. I physically couldn’t. A half-truth snaked from my lips. I hadn’t seen him in a couple of days. I wasn’t worried, he was probably just busy. She agreed with me and told me not to worry. I thanked her and hung up the phone. I felt cold. My ideas all used up. What the hell happened? My phone still twitched in my quaking fingers. I didn’t know what to do. It seemed too early to call the police, I didn’t even know how long he’d been missing, or if he even was missing. My stomach was churning. What had happened between last night and today that could’ve caused this? Eun Young He had practically told me that she had done something to him. I needed to find her. Make her tell me where Ravi was. Her name became my new focus.

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