The [Un]certainty of life

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The pacific trudge of the passing months was finally coming to an end. The televisions in my house were mute, conversations between me and my sisters had stopped, the music was speechless. We waited. As the man dressed in a pressed blue uniform pulled up in his white box-like truck, my youngest sister slid and sprinted down the icy driveway, ready to receive the mail. She screamed back up to me; I was waiting at the top of the driveway. She used her muscular track legs to plunge herself up the driveway in order to hand me the letter that would shape or crush my future. She held my college acceptance letter. I frantically received it and carelessly ripped open the note. I was accepted. After a long, murky moment, my sisters saw my undeniable happiness and drew sighs of relief.
Growing up as an American teenager, I had prepared my whole life thus far. I was taught to prepare and plan my life against uncertainty. Although I had prepared and worked very diligently to get into my first choice of college, in the moments before I read the word “Congratulations!” in my acceptance letter I was left powerless in a dark, frightening, uncertainty. Although I would like to think my life is certain, controllable, and safe, I have learnt through the works Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead by Tom Stoppard and Lewis Thomas’s Crickets, Bats, Cats, and Chaos, that life is far from certain; furthermore, one can and should try to fight against the randomness of the universe, but uncertainty will always exist.
In Stoppard’s play, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead, the two minor characters, Rosencrantz and Guildenstern, who are taken and further developed from Shakespeare’s play Hamlet, struggle, like regular people, with the confusion and ov...

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...itrary they may be, in order to escape the unknown. There is nothing incredibly wrong with this tactic; however, when one eventually realizes how many holes there are in one’s blanket of knowledge, sometimes one can become overwhelmed like Rosencrantz and Guildenstern. In order to avoid being ruined by uncertainty, I believe one must fight against the randomness of the world. Know that a person has limited control, but realize one does have the power to make certain choices that can help stitch the holes of one’s security blanket. If I failed all my classes, was lazy, and submitted myself to the randomness of the universe, my chances of being accepted to my dream school, Fairfield University, would be have much smaller. That is why I believe one must not accept the holes in one’s security blanket. One does have some power, as small as it may be, to shape one’s life.

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