I used to work for the F.B.I., in the Portland office. It was my
childhood dream to be the one who gets the bad guy.
My fiftieth birthday was in just three months. I had a wife and three
children, still do, and the same job I'd had since my graduation from Quantico.
We were living just outside Portland. My oldest son, John jr., was in his third
year at Washington. The twins were high school seniors at this time and my
pride and joy, daddy's little girls. Carolyn and I had celebrated our twenty-
fifth anniversary, that's the silver one I think, the previous Thursday night.
That warm July morning, I dressed for work as I had every other. Black
socks and slacks, a pin striped white dress shirt, and a black jacket. I
slipped on my loafers but was lost in the search for my tie. Coffee stained and
still unwashed, I found it laying on the laundry room floor. I swore to myself
to let Carolyn know about that. I walked into John's empty room, knowing he
owned some ties. It was just as he had left it, I guess, because I'd never
really gone in his room. I picked the red one he wore in his graduation
pictures and slipped it over my head. I stepped into the bathroom, combed back
my whitening hair, and left for the office.
The early morning sun shone in through the broken blinds that I noticed
hadn't been replaced as I asked. I looked over the pile of paperwork awaiting
me. “Why the hell do I gotta do all these damn reports?”
"Actually, you don't, not today." I turned to see a man much like myself,
but older and with his piece on. He was a little taller, but with the same
sagging features and large belly of my body. “I've come here to give you
something new.” With that, I was handed a thick manila folder. It felt like it
contained a video cassette. “All you need is in there, including my card. This
is top priority, Agent Caulsworth. You will report to me on the hour with your
progress. The paperwork here will wait.” The man turned and left. Outside, I
heard a jet-copter quietly lift off. Funny I hadn't heard it land.
I poured out the contents of the folder, the federal statement, a case
history, vid cassette, and a dossier. The card that fell to the floor read
'Federal Marshall Wilson R. Franklin'. He was from the Boise office.
"Must be real important for him to come all the way out here." Steve
Menschke was my oldest fr...
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...was the only thing that mattered to me, and he's all
that's left."
I reached into my pocket and withdrew the tie. Mud concealed the red
fabric. I tried to think of John. My mind strained to see his face, hear his
voice. A tear rolled down my cheek and fell off my chin onto the tie. I
loosened the knot and slipped it back over my head. With my sleeve, I wiped my
face.
I lifted the flashlight, switched it off and tossed it to him. "Take it."
I turned away and started back into the world.
Hendricks' team found me a few miles west of the hole. They airlifted me
to the Olympia hospital. I was treated for a broken clavicle and shoulder blade,
along with my ribs. The tissue damage to my back and side was extensive and I
have little use of either. After two days they released me.
The next day, I received a call from Franklin, in Boise. I was commended
by him for putting myself on the line. He granted me early retirement, and a
bonus for being injured. He asked if I might know anything about the
disappearance of David Brown from his grandparents' house in the middle of the
night. I told him I did not. I bid him farewell, hung up, and dialed John's
number at school.
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Narrates how they were living just outside portland. their oldest son, john jr., was in his third year.
Explains that he was older and with his piece on. he was a little taller, but with the same piece.
Narrates how they were handed a thick manila folder. it felt like it was something new.
Opines that agent caulsworth's priority is to report to him on the hour.
Analyzes how the man wore no expression, as if he were dead. he was still wet and unshaven.
Analyzes how the face of the small figure on the screen did not change.
Explains that he escaped unnoticed and was not chained.
Opines that the ball is in our court. as always, we get the clean up job.
Narrates how he overcame that, fixed his life, and had a standard wife.
Opines that the traffic violation didn't make sense, and they got an apology.
Opines that they don't know what he's doing. they want you to read this. he took the papers.
Opines that there's no way this guy is heading east. we've got him.
Opines that hendricks is nuts, but he won't find the guy.
Opines that if you're in a portland hotel or fishing boat, there's no way to know.
Narrates how they're on an hourly check-in.
Narrates how they dialed the number on the card and heard the ring.
Opines that they're heading up to see the parents, get some insight, and miss the next two.
Describes how they arrived at a homey, two-level house at the back of the cul-
Narrates how the boy ran inside and up the stairs to the small front room.
Narrates how hidden by a shadow, they saw the boy and pointed. "your boy let me in."
Narrates how the old man poked me with his cane. "get out my chair and i'll talk."
Opines that he's got to be in washington by now, so call back.
Narrates how they stumbled around the ground after they were toppled and had a wide gash in it.
Describes the scrap of material hanging from a treebranch.
Describes how they grabbed the size medium white tee, soiled with mud, and torn on it.
Describes how they had been heading up the slope almost an hour when their legs began to scream.
Narrates how they walked over the burrow to throw off followers. they returned to the mouth of the mouth.
Narrates how a man was curled up in the corner. the light woke him and he shot up.
Narrates how a young man lay in the hospital bed, bandaged and casted.
Opines that the back was torn on the top corners, a crease down the middle, and read 'my only summary:
Opines that their family was the only thing that mattered to them, and he's all.
Describes the extensive tissue damage to their back and side.
Describes the reasons why he granted them early retirement.
Narrates how they bid john farewell, hung up, and dialed john's number.
Recounts how they slipped on their loafers but lost in the search for their tie. coffee stained and still unwashed, they found it laying on the laundry room floor.
Narrates how they picked the red one he wore in his graduation.
Describes menschke as their oldest friend at the office, and a fine agent.
Analyzes how the portland mayor, and two of his security, were killed by s.o.b. dean brown, who worked for the mayor's office.
Narrates how a group of like-dressed men filed out, toward the waiting bus. a man jumps from one line to the other and boardes the bus
Opines that if you've got full j.d., just find this guy for them.
Describes how they hadn't been flown in a helicopter for over five years.
Describes how the sunlight created a glare as it passed through the plastic window of their door, but they could still see.
Narrates how the doorbell played a song, and the metallic click of the locks was undone. the boy looked like john jr. when he was seven.
Narrates how john caulsworth, a federal agent, asked him to get out of his house.
Analyzes how davey lost custody of his boy and we still haven't heard from him. he scratched his chin, then his neck.
Responds, but mr. brown cuts back in. "i can't talk about this, it hurts. please leave now."
Narrates how they shut off the phone after hearing hendricks' reply over the fury of the blades above them. they'd have to deal with him later.
Opines that hendricks doesn't do things like he likes, and that does not help the team or succeed.
Describes how they felt like they were laying face down. they kept their eyes closed and tried to feel all their body. the scent of pine overwhelmed their nose and tasted blood.
Describes how they tried to get up, but fell in pain. their left arm and side felt like they were on fire. they rolled over in the brush and did a situp.
Describes how their shirt and jacket barely clung to them, torn down the left side, and their tie twisted around their neck. they worked their way onto their knees, noted their legs were fine.
Describes how they saw the slumping form of hendricks, his back to them, and tried calling his name, but he didn't respond. they walked around to the other side, knelt to peer inside.
Narrates how they sat to think. all they wanted was to make it home. they knew the chopper had a first aid kit and crash kit.
Describes how they fell to the ground and leaned on the frame, winced in pain, and withdrew the gun from their side. the flare shot out bright orange and it was bright as day for a moment.
Narrates how a set of footprints too small to be their own led into the forest, up the slope, and the slide at the end of each step.
Describes how they tried a hot knife in their chest and found fresh blood still pumping. they removed the tie from their back pocket, tore it in two, and wrapped their body with it.
Describes how they struggled against the terrain and their body to go on for hours. the shirt had stopped their bleeding and the fog in their mind cleared.
Describes how they noticed a dark spot at the other end of the clearing. they followed the trail and knelt, trying to see inside.
Describes how their body grew warmer as they went deeper into the hole. their fingers felt thin, dry stalks of straw.
Describes how they backed themselves up to the mouth of the hole and held the flashlight at dean brown.
Narrates how they pulled out the flare gun with caution and kept it pointed at him, but relaxed.
Narrates how the mayor's security ran him over and fired him on the spot. brown let go of his tension and sat down.
Opines that davey is all they've got left. brown held out a picture from his pocket.
Narrates how they tried to think of john. they strained to see his face and hear his voice. a tear rolled down their cheek and fell off their chin onto the tie.
For many years, my friend had known me as a shaggy person since my hair was always unkempt and so were my clothes. This day was no different and just as usual, I had left the house in a hurry for the party. The clothes that I wore were not ironed and although my jeans didn’t require much attention, they were not in their best condition. After cleaning them, I had roughly kept them and this had made the trousers creased. The shirt was also creased despite being forced daily by my mother to always tuck it in, I normally felt comfortable leaving it out.
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Describes how they were invited for a birthday party by their friend, dempsey, who lived in north carolina.
Narrates how their friend had known them as a shaggy person since their hair was always unkempt and so were their clothes. the clothes were not ironed and the jeans weren't in their best condition.
Describes how they roughed up their hair after washing and left it to dry without focusing on it again. the issue became worse at a party when they met with their friend who was supposed to be drunk.
Describes how dempsey ordered three kegs and some wines for the party. the girls gave them a weird look that seemed derived from the way they were dressed and their hair that was unkempt.
Describes how they left the house and went to the balcony where they started a conversation with one of the girls that they had met with dempsey. the girl admitted that she was amazed that i had so much interest in schoolwork.
Explains that the girl commented on how they looked like a punk-lover and that they were interested in the music that was playing inside. the difference between what she saw in them and the reality of who i was did not baffle them.
Recounts how dempsey gave a speech, thanked everyone for coming, and told his visitors to have fun. after cutting the cake, he asked them to join him in one of the rooms upstairs.
Narrates how peter understood their point but still insisted they could not be innocent on the subject of alcohol. he asked one of the guys who looked too drunk to understand anything to give him the "stuff".
Narrates how peter thought he was not into kegs and might be a vodka user, so they decided to speak out and declare that they did not take any type of drugs, and that alcohol was one of them.
Analyzes how the issue generated other comments that dissociated the activities going on with the reality at hand. peter joined in to comment that the two totally drunk guys were asleep not due to alcohol but so that they could rest.
Narrates how peter stopped joking and stopped offering them vodka when he realized that they were taking juice. he stared at them and asked whether they had been under rehabilitation and what had led to their changed behavior.
Explains that peter and his friend were convinced that they had taken alcohol at one point in their lives, and the more they explained that i had never taken any of the drugs, they insisted i was hiding something.
Illustrates how societal perspectives can differ from reality, because the way people perceive an individual may vary from the reality. identities are shaped by the society and derived from physical appearance and other observable characters.
Opines that identity is shaped by either appearance or character, which are interpreted in different ways by people.
My first recycled rug was made from a bag of brightly colored shirts bought at a thrift shop bag sale for $1. While it made an interesting rug, it convinced me of the need for more expedient methods of preparation.
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Describes how they began combining recycling and weaving in the early 1970s. they studied weaving and became interested in recycling at the 1974 spokane world’s fair after seeing a display on the environmental movement.
Describes how their first recycled rug was made from brightly colored shirts bought at a thrift shop bag sale for $1. it made an interesting rug, but it convinced them of the need for expedient methods of preparation.
Narrates how they tried to find new sources for weaving material during the 70's. they copied pages from the thomas register at the library, hoping to turn up a mill or factory that would sell or give them something.
Describes how their luck changed in the early ‘80s when several stores in kentucky sold bedding and sometimes would have rolls (butt cuts) of fabric available.
Describes how their venture into rug weaving began when their in-laws came to visit in 1983. friends who saw their early attempts at rag rugs encouraged them to make more and their business was born.
Describes how they learned that ties are not a quick way to get rug material, but they are an interesting study in changing fashion.
Describes how they became involved with a community thrift shop while living in posey county, indiana. they acquired chenille bedspreads and hundreds of denim jeans and corduroy pants through there.
Opines that sock loops are another fine source of material for rugs.
Describes how they received samples from a small clothing mill and dubbed it elephant chenille, which they still use for their "shaggy chic" rugs.
Describes how they developed a process that turns hdpe #4 handle bags into something you can weave.
Explains that a visit to my studio yields examples of various types of rugs in addition to the ones previously mentioned.
Explains that they will "celebrate" being a weaver for 40 years, since the day they walked into the weaving class in college.
Opines that there's always a good reason to recycle. they feel like they've accomplished something when they repurpose products to functional rugs or wall hangings.
Opines that weaving is their ultimate form of expression. they love mixing colors and since they're not a painter, it's their canvas.
immediately turned around because I realized that I had forgotten my name tag. As I tried to open the door with the plastic key, I realized I was trembling so bad that I could not get the stupid key in the door. I finally managed to enter the room and get my name tag and I proceeded to stab my finger with the safety pin of the tag. The pin kept slipping because my palms were sweaty. I took a deep breath, cleaned myself, cursed myself for being clumsy, and went downstairs to eat.
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Narrates how they felt tense as they approached the embassy suites where lincoln financial group was holding their interviews. they decided that it was nearly midnight and that people would not be awake.
Recounts how they woke up at 6am, put on their suit, and walked out of the room. they realized they had forgotten their name tag and tried to open the door with the plastic key.
Describes how they nearly fainted when the elevator doors opened and felt like their lungs wouldn't expand. they slapped themselves several times and walked out of the bathroom.
Describes how their stomach and intestines began working overtime, causing tremors, diarrhea, sweating, palpitations, muscle tension, sleep disturbances.
Narrates how they returned to bryn mawr where more fun times were awaiting them.
Narrates how they wait for a new computer to arrive in nyc. they are dorm presidents without computers to keep inclose contact with people.
Opines that it's downhill from here because papers are due, midterms are coming up, and more interviews.
Opines that many things in life can be solved through the power of suggestion. being nervous or shy is normal for the majority of the human population.
Explains that anxiety is a feeling of unease and fear that may be characterized by physical symptoms such as palpitations, sweating, and feelings of stress.
Explains that symptoms of gad are muscle tension, easily fatigued, restless, difficulty concentrating, irritability, sleepdisturbance and most people will have at least 3 of these symptoms.
Opines that it's possible that adults are taking on too many responsibilities. the more things we juggle, the higher the stress.
Explains that the symptoms of social anxiety disorder (sad) are too general and can be interpreted by some people as a sign of illness.
Opines that stage freight is a matter of self control and with enough experience; most performers learn to deal with it. meditation or counseling takes too long and we want results immediately.
Explains that social anxiety disorder is characterized by fear and anxiety in social situations, extreme shyness, and timidity in children.
Opines that the criteria used to diagnose social anxiety disorder are too broad and would apply to the majority of children.
Opines that the majority of people need to understand that we are notperfect and we can't expect ourselves to be perfect at all times.
Explains that although the brain is complicated, there is no reason for doctors or pharmaceutical companies to create more diseases/illnesses based on social construct rather than scientific facts.
... with his medals from WWII. They accessorized their suits with ties, and either a flower or silk napkin in their jackets breast pockets, and sometimes a hat. The women wore either a dress or blouse with a skirt. The men would have their hair combed nicely or slicked back, and the women wore their hair up or out in curls.
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Explains that mario puzo created "the godfather" after the release of his novel, the fortunate pilgrim. he was turned down eight times before getting the approval.
Analyzes how the godfather part i is a crime drama about family and loyalty in the corrupt world of organized crime. the film touches on the issues of power, tradition, loyalty, responsibility, and morals.
Explains how medium, long, crane, and dolly shots were used to create the narrative structure of the godfather part i. the main set used in the film was vito corleone's office.
Explains that francis ford coppola had a hard time with the first movie because paramount studio didn't want marlon brando and al pacino in the film.
Analyzes how the costume designers recreated fashions from the 1940's to create the time period of the film. after the godfather part i, francis ford coppola created three other films, apocalypse now, the outsiders, and dracula.
Walter Percy’s The Moviegoer is the fascinating depiction of a bizarre bird, Binx Bollings, a New Orleans’s stockbroker, who is driven by a search. There are two kinds of searches Binx is concerned with, a vertical search and horizontal search. Through them, Binx strives to transcend “everydayness,” as well as existential despair, hopelessness, and malaise. He fears being content in life because he does not want to loose his individuality and become invisibly dead—a fear he eventually accepts. In this paper, I shall argue that Binx Bollings abandons the vertical search because the vertical search is his descent in hell, similar to Dante’s Inferno, and once he reaches his circle of Hell, he is stuck in an eternal horizontal existence—unlike his step-brother, Lonnie, who truly transcends everydayness, and ascends in the vertical search due to grace.
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Analyzes how walter percy's the moviegoer depicts binx bollings, a new orleans stockbroker, who is driven by the vertical search and horizontal search.
Narrates how binx recalls the first time the search occurred to him under a chindolea bush. what are generally considered to be the best times are for the worst times.
Analyzes binx's horizontal search, which consumes most of his actions. the vertical search is scientific, materialistic, mathematical, disinterested, objective, universal, external, and terminable.
Opines that being aware of the possibility of a search is to be onto something, while not being on something is in despair.
Explains that binx does not embrace god as the object of his search, but is on a mission to escape the routine things common to all, everydayness.
Describes binx's life in elysian fields, which in classical mythology is the land of blessed happiness for deceased heroes.
Analyzes binx's view of himself as an exile, shipwrecked from the course of life, living as a wanderer.
Opines that binx's wandering existence is better than that of the jews, who have lost sight of their exile.
Analyzes how binx abandons his vertical search in favor of the horizontal search and sinks into everydayness as he devotes himself to the science of medicine and a marriage with kate.
Recounts their thirty-first year of dark pilgrimage on this earth and how they have learned to recognize merde when they see it, inherited no more from their father than a good nose for shits, and lived in the center of scientific humanism.
Analyzes how binx abandons his vertical search and switches to the horizontal search. he is an educated catholic because he can give knowledgeable theological responses to his stepbrother lonnie.
Analyzes how the inferno shows the progression of sin as virgil guides dante deeper into hell.
Analyzes how binx rejects god and realizes grace may have been the answer. on ash wednesday, he sees an african american in his rear-view mirror entering the church.
Opines that the man's forehead is an ambiguous sienna color and pied: it is impossible to be sure that he received ashes.
Analyzes how binx's stepbrother, lonnie, conquered the habitual disposition of hopeless everydayness, by living in the grace of god.
President Ike Eisenhower is remembered today for his time served as the 34th President of the United States, and his great efforts as Supreme Allied Commander of Europe during World War Two. Although these are some of his more famous bullet points on his resume, he also helped design and engineer an army jacket for troops in the field which was used for nearly two decades. Although this may seem like a trivial accomplishment, when one understands that this jacket would travel everywhere with the solider and also help carry their gear, its importance becomes much more pronounced. In our Black Rock Historical Society showroom, at 1902 Niagara Street, we have an “Ike Jacket” on display. This particular jacket was worn by Stanley Joseph Wrzesien
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Explains that president eisenhower helped design and engineer an army jacket for troops during world war two. the jacket was worn by stanley joseph wrzesien of germain street.
Suddenly I started weeping. I did not know why I wept for a while. I
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Narrates how they've had many memories during their lifetime, many good, and some bad.
Narrates how they were staring at a tree for christmas. they had presents to give.
Recounts how they ran over to it and threw back the curtains – a bike!
Narrates how they lost their grip of the handle bars and went flying off the puddle.
Narrates how they were about to head back to their house when their heart suddenly burst.
Decides that they had better get a move on if they were to open all of the doors.
Opines that without trying to sound too full of myself, it has to be said that i summary:
Narrates how they wandered over to the large box and tore open the box where it was.
Narrates how they tore off the bright wrapping paper and stared at the floor.
Opines that it wasn't until their mother told them to hurry up and open it that they realised they had a problem.
Narrates how they used to visit aunty marge when they were nine years old.
Narrates how they sought each other out in their house as a juvenile, and he always sought out one another.
Describes how their friend and i stayed in a small haystack made of straw.
Explains that they don't know how long they slept until they were awoken by their aunty.
Opines that after a couple of days of disputing, they had no choice but to face the challenge.
Narrates how they ate his leg and cried at the end of their dinner.
Narrates how they were about 10 years old when they saw ‘superman’ on t.v for the first time.
Narrates how they called up all of their friends and said to them in front of the house.
Narrates how they were almost naked but what a brave boy! they jumped with their arms.
Narrates how he was a good climber at the time. he would always take them.
Narrates how they didn't remember when they went to wake up in the morning.
Narrates how they arrived at an entrance to the mountain after a few hours.
Opines that it was not hard to climb on the back of their neck.
Narrates how they wanted to rest for a minute, but couldn't stop.
Narrates how their aunty marge told them if they could not stop him from crowing at dawn, she would slaughter him.
Narrates how their aunty was so angry that she began to shout at them that their rooster rushed to her and pecked her.
Narrates how they tried to persuade their aunty not to kill him or hoped she would relent.
Explains that if they fail, they'll get all of their marbles. good deal?
Describes how they were knocked out on the ground and had to go to the hospital with their mum because a part of their tongue was cut in the crash. they became the leader in their group.
Narrates how they fell asleep on the train after their mother sat down by them.
Narrates how they wept for a while. they didn't want to show their tears to their father.
Describes how the sun went down in the west. it looked like a prize given from god.
My father pulled it out one day when I was checking my math homework with a
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Describes their identity as a student as well as personal identity because they choose to think about it.
Opines that finding cures, creating and using more resources, and discovering a vast array of resources is the goal of .
Explains their career path because growing up with it inspired them to want to grow and be a summary
Opines that they are in love with technology and their career goals.
Narrates how their father pulled out a slide rule when they were checking their math homework.
Explains that if they had fun learning, then they would always want to learn. he also helped them gain a knowledge of computers that they have found useful to this very day.
Explains that they were interested in the way some of the science labs were conducted at the institution.
Describes how the virtual lab made them think about how much they enjoy their major and all of the cool things they get to do with it.
insisted that I was seven when I got it. Either of us had a proof, and so we
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Opines that he added the seat and pedals, so that they wouldn't have any.
Recalls how gigantic it was. they were so afraid of it and there was no way to escape it.
Opines that they could trust the word of a man.
Narrates how they came up with an object that they both remember cleary. it was their very first biclycle.
Narrates how their dad gave them a lecture to teach them how to be manly. they went to the park to see what they could do there.
Describes how they found a smooth and often space, and their dad was holding the rear of the seat to make sure they didn't fall.
Describes how they felt pedaling was much easier than expected. they asked their dad if it would be as easy to ride a bicycle without him holding on it.
Narrates how the man ran over and told them he wasn't supposed to let them ride the monster by themselves. after they'd finished crying, the boy told him there was nothing more to teach them.
Narrates how they practiced for a few more hours and were pretty good. their dad told them they were the fastest learner that he had ever seen.