Subjective Reports of MDMA Use

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Subjective Reports of MDMA Use

In reading several reports of individuals who have

experimented with MDMA several common experiences can be found,

but no experiences can be thought of as universal.

One of the most commonly reported experiences is a feeling of

peace. Some users categorize this experience as a feeling of

intense calm. They simply cannot imagine hostile or aggressive

feelings towards any other person. This feeling objectively can

be observed in the relative sedation of those experiencing a

'high'. In one person's experience, once the MDMA had begun to

affect their body in earnest, they felt no desire to move or do

anything other then remain sitting where they were. They didn't

report so much an inability to move as much as an inability to

imagine a situation better then their current situation. As

evidenced by the number of dance clubs in which MDMA is used

frequently, MDMA clearly does not block physical activity. Some

experienced users report that they have a brief window of

opportunity after ingesting MDMA to engage in an active behavior

(such as dance). After this window is over, they become too

entranced in their experience to change anything. I! f they

manage to become active during this time, they feel very

energized and report the calm as being a more external feeling.

This externally manifested calm can be described be such

terms as love, oneness, peace, happiness, trust and other such

broad positive terms. MDMA users who have experience MDMA use at

clubs or dances often comment on groups of users who group

together. Reports from users involved in these groups express a

synergistic effect of being around others who are using MDMA.

Many users who came to social situations alone reported their

attempts in finding other users with which to socialize. One

user described the "cuddle puddles" in which several users would

sit together. These areas would have pillows and water available

for the users. The user reported that they would sit, talk and

describe their sensations to each other. One of the primary

sensations shared was their tactile sensations.

A very commonly described effect of MDMA is an increased

enjoyment of sensation. All sensations are described as being

more interesting, or intense. One common sight described at

several raves (underground dance parties) is the surgical mask

smeared with mentholated petroleum. Often, users will crush MDMA

and dust the inside of the mask with it, or will take MDMA

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