Saving Face In George Orwell's Essay 'Shooting An Elephant'

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Jasmine Williams
ENG 1101
Essay #2
September 20, 2017
Saving Face I remember when I was growing up, as a child, my mom would always tell me “Jasmine make sure you come straight home when you get off the bus.” I had always wanted to stay a while and converse with my friends. They use to laugh and jive at the fact I had to go straight home. In the essay “Shooting an Elephant” author George Orwell writes how he often had to face many adversities until he was granted a certain opportunity. I use to feel like if only I could be with them a little more I wouldn’t have got picked on so much or been an oddball. Growing up I was never one of the more popular kids. I didn’t really go outside much. Before my father …show more content…

As I got ready to head home one girl was laughing and calling me lame because I was going home. I turned around and told her that I didn’t have to go home I only went home by choice. Apparently the girl took it as though I was challenging her. She turned defensive and started swearing at me. Of course I didn’t want to seem scared in front of everyone so stood there arguing with her. Everyone sat around laughing just like when Orwell “Faces all happy and excited over this bit of fun” (89). I ended up getting in my first fight that day. I truly do regret it. The girl hit me first swelling my eye. Just as Orwell, it’s like “I heard the devilish roar of glee that went up from the crowd” (91). All the kids were excited to see action. Although I ended up not losing the fight in the end I was embarrassed because I know that it could have been avoided. The worst part was going home to an upset mother. In the end although my mother was upset because of my face there was some benefit of that fight. I no longer got picked on. My mom also now knew that I could defend myself so she did eventually let me converse for a while with my true friends, yet she did schedule a time I had a time I had to be home. Just like Orwell once he shot the elephant he got a little more respect from the people in

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