Rape Monologue

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I felt like a coward for leaving Ernie's, to tell you the truth. I walked an entire 41 blocks from the nightclub back to the hotel. Along the way, I thought about my gloves and how they were stolen at Pencey. I imagined up an elaborate confrontation with the unknown thief, but I realized I am a coward and am quite the pacifist and I can't even harm a fly. I don't like violence or confrontation, so this would probably never happen in this world. I reach the Edmont Hotel and I take the elevator up to my room and an elevator operator named Maurice offers to send a prostitute up to my room for $5. I was feeling really depressed and lonesome and not to mention really flustered, so I accepted the offer. It was only $5 after all. He kept calling me chief and all, it was kind …show more content…

I waited in my room when I got there and started thinking again about how much of a coward I am. Maybe that's the reason I can't give a woman the time. Maybe that's why I'm still a virgin. Women want a man who asserts power and control. Among all of my thinking, my prostitute arrives. Her name is Sunny and she is a pretty cynical young girl with a high-pitched voice. She was kind of spooky in a way, and very depressing. With the high-pitched small voice she had, it could kind of scare you. I feel like if she was bigger, she wouldn't be so scary. But she was so frail and pale in appearance, and that was spooky. She doesn't seem to care much for others but she also seems very nervous about being a prostitute. I become a little flustered, especially when Sunny removes her dress and sits on my lap, trying to seduce me. I become extremely nervous now. I wanted the practice, but now I'm not so sure. It doesn't feel so right. So I make up a lie. I tell Sunny that I can't really have sex because I'm recovering from an operation on my clavichord. Boy, what a phony lie. She throws quite a hissy about it because she had to wake up to do her job and now she doesn't have to do

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