My Life Outside The Womb-Trust Vs Mistrust-Hope Essay

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Life Outside the Womb- Trust vs. Mistrust- Hope- Infancy 0 to 1 ½ There was a very repetitive but somewhat soothing thumping heartbeat going on in the background. After while, it was in harmony with my heartbeat. I found comfort and security; from a soothing voice and darkness/warmth, I was wrapped in. I felt safe and protected by this place. I was able to move around freely but recently the place began to become a cramped. Instinctively, I knew the time was near. I could not fight it any longer. I did not want to leave. I was in a peaceful place. Tuesday, June 30,1987, It was a high of 91° in Philadelphia, PA. The sun was high in the sky the day when I decided to wake up and live on the other side. My tiny feet I would kick the wall, the …show more content…

She had a distinct unforgettable smell that even oddly today, I can remember the smell. The 1st five years these were the happiest times in my life. This was a time when children could play outside while their parents watched from inside the home. My sisters and I would spend much of our time at our great-grandparents house. When my sisters would go outside, I would pull a chair up to the window and watch them play. I did not like being outside, it was hot, and I since I can remember I never been fond of flies. I enjoyed the indoor. However, I did enjoy imaginary play indoors with my sisters. We would move all the dining room chairs and take them to the living room. We positioned the chairs like seats on a bus or car; we would pretend that we were traveling/driving to places like on a school bus, stores, and amusement parks. My eldest sister, Ronnida was always the designated …show more content…

On this particular day, I spent the night at my cousins Vanessa and Tina house. The next day, our mothers were taking us to this amusement park called, Dorney Park and Wild water Kingdom. I was thrilled, it was the summer, and I had no worries. The next morning I woke up with some minor aching pain in my lower back, nothing out the normal that was not too excruciating that it would interfere with my plans. I went to the bathroom and suddenly – the horror dawned on me that I just started my period. My mom talked about with us- as I went to use the bathroom. I felt embarrassed, confused, and did not know what to do. I wanted to just crawl into a shell. I told my cousin, she then gave me a sanitary napkin, and many would refer to it as a pad. Shortly after, I told my mother, who then told everyone else in our family. I dreaded the fact that my family was congratulating me on what I felt as though was the worst day of my life. “ Don’t take it personal,” Song lyrics by Monica express, Just one of those days that a girl goes through when she is feeling empty inside…puberty sucks describes much of my feelings that

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