Personal Experience: The Experience Of A Successful College Student

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A sense of becoming independent, challenge, and responsibility is what students might feel when they are about to attend college. However, some of us are not so fortunate to experience the perks of independency. I was confused. I felt overwhelmed with all the choices I was about to make. I did not know what to expect after high school. A sense of insecurity and negative thoughts invaded my mind. The pressure to keep on sustaining a successful academic record and keep a rigorous balance between my academics and personal life became much greater. In my opinion, a successful college student is a student who is willing to take advantage of each and every class, maintains an understanding of how important is to master the abilities which is …show more content…

I come from a different culture wherein stress and anxiety is just a psychological crap used as an excuse for being lazy. In their minds having shelter, food, education, a job, a family, and friends is more than enough. They made me feel like a spoiled and ungrateful child. These thoughts clouded my head the and for just a moment I thought about giving up. I felt school was perhaps so engraved in my head that maybe it was not even what I wanted. Maybe it was what my parents wanted. For just a moment I doubted myself and what I wanted to do for the rest of my life. But I had come to far to give up now. One morning it all became clear. There are people who are not provided with the opportunities I was given and yet here I was complaining. Sometimes I sit alone in my bedroom, I felt guilty and somewhat embarrassed because I was being selfish. While staring at the computer screen for hours sometimes even feeling upset, I start to think about my sister and brother. I am the oldest of three children. I feel the pressure is greater because they look up to me. As the first-born my expectations are greater and there is no room for mistakes. Discipline is highly enforced upon you. I learned about rules and the consequences if I were to disobey. My parents were very strict with

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