Paper Heart

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It was during Valentine’s Day, on a recess, after Seunghyun slapped a band-aid on her finger and told her to stop crying, that Dara decides she's in love with him. And of course she is, because she's five, and five year-olds think infatuation is a lot like love so they don't bother to distinguish one from the other. She even goes back inside the school—abandoning the warm winter day and several rounds of sloshy snowball fight—to clue him in on her affection. She can't tell him directly, of course, because this is her first love and she's much too shy to do something so bold. Taking out a fresh piece of drawing paper and her best box of coloring materials—the one her father gave her, the one with a wide array of crayons, pastels and paint, Dara gets right to work.
She draws and colors all through recess and most of arts and crafts to finish. Her sisters look at her curiously, but after asking a question or two they shrug and go back to their own devices. After all, when Dara gets into one of her artsy moods, it's best to leave her alone. Holding up her drawing, Dara looks the paper with critical, squinting eyes and a tongue sticking out at the corner of her mouth, before smiling brightly.
It's her best work yet.
At the end of the day when Seunghyun is packing up his books, Dara approaches him and proudly holds up her picture. She's certain that the bright red and yellow and blue convey her feelings clearly. This makes Dara feel bold like Hanbyul and sure like Bom and she forgets that she's shy and that shy girls aren't so brave with their first love.
"This is my heart," Dara explains, pointing to the red on the paper. "I'm giving it to you."
Seunghyun blinks and scrunches up his face in confusion. "Why?"
"Because I want you to have...

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...he heart used to be is a mountain of band-aids overlapping one another covering every inch of red paint.
"I stuck my entire supply on it all week and you still ain't feeling better!" he accuses with narrowed eyes. "Were you lying about the band-aid thing?"
Dara doesn't know what to say so she keeps quiet. Looking at the picture, she remembers lovingly drawing it for him and lovingly giving it to him. It's ruined now, with its wrinkles and band-aids and faded colors. But it's okay, she thinks to herself, because this shows that he cares.
So she smiles at him for the first time in a week and thanks him for making her feel better again. Huffing, Seunghyun grumbles something under his breath that sounds suspiciously like "Clumsy," but Dara pretends not to catch it because she's too happy that he slips her drawing back into his folder – carefully! – before stomping away.

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