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Narrative Essay It all started my sophomore year of high school. People always tell you that when someone knocks you down, you should always get back up and keep trying. I had this mindset at the beginning of my sophomore year, but I ended up letting a teacher knock me down to the point where I did not get back up for a couple years. I never expected my second year of high school to go so awry. Nevertheless, I was able to move forward and leave my negative experience behind me. I went to Sandia High School for my freshman and sophomore years. By my sophomore year, I felt at ease about high school. My favorite subjects were science and English. I had signed up for Newspaper that year and was very excited because I wanted to become a writer. This time my friend was smoking. I made it clear to security that it was only her smoking. I no longer wanted any more trouble like that. Even though I had nothing on me, Mr. Knauber gave a choice of long-term suspension and hearings or withdraw and give up finals, and most credits. I lost most of that semester 's credits. Even though I was upset, I was also relieved. I transferred to Gilbert Sena High and began to try to make up my lost credits. I did all reasonably well at first, nevertheless, my anxiety about school was still severe. I wanted to make a change but was afraid to go to school because I would have anxiety attacks. I never wanted to ask for help because I was scared the teachers would be critical and unsupportive reminiscent of Mr. Steele. I was practically terrified to turn in work, especially in English because I thought that teachers would give me bad grades or degrade me for not doing it correctly. I ended up missing much of the first semester. I knew I had to do something about the fear and anxiety. I did not want to give up on graduating high school or let anxiety control me. I tried many ideas, doctors, etc., to help with my anxiety and nothing worked until I tried acupuncture. Right away, I began I no longer allowed what had happened at Sandia hold me back anymore. I began to accelerate in my classes. I was getting all A 's and B 's. It felt great to be back on track. Even though I still had anxieties, I was getting back into school. I still felt that my work was never quite good enough at times. When I had to take my writing EOC for graduation, I thought that I would not even pass. However, once my essay was graded the principal called me to her office. When I got into the office I saw the principal, vice principal, and the English teachers. They told me that my EOS writing essay was the best in the school and had the highest grade. I set the whole grade point average for the class. They hung it up and gave me a prize and praise. After that, I finally felt like I was able to enjoy school again. I knew that I was smart, my work was worthy, and that I really put all my effort into it. I was finally able to let the past go. In the first semester of my last year of school, I took 11 classes. I took some at school and some online to catch up what I had missed. I then took two extra dual credit classes at CNM in my last semester because I had nothing else to do and wanted to get

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