Microaggressions

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I still remember the counselor’s surprised face, when I told her that I got placed into English1a on my placement test for my first year in West Valley College. I was wondering if I could be part of a program they had in school, so she had to ask for the classes I got placed into. Right when I told her, her eyes widened, her head tilted back, and there was a small pause. She went back to normal, and acted like nothing ever happened, but it has stayed with me ever since. I knew that she was questioning as to how, I, a stereotypical Mexican looking girl, got placed in that level. Yet, that was not my first encounter. I’ve had people question me as to how I do not have an accent when I speak, and how is it that I write exceptionally well. I can …show more content…

It is easy for us to wish that we looked like them, therefore many of us go as far as to reject the part of our identity, and only keeping the parts that align to those expectations. represents the microaggressions, and the struggles that Jin has endured, to the point of applying those ideas to himself and those around him, and finally disassociating from his chinese identity, until the Monkey, a mentor, helps him come to terms with his identity. The psychological choice for someone to disassociate themselves from part of their identity does not happen ; There are things that they have experienced in order for them to Cause and effect. Before it is possible to understand the effects of discrimination and how it forces an individual to try to change themselves to align to other’s expectations, it is important to take a step back and understand what exactly caused it. For Jin, the first encounter was when he was a young child. On the first day of third grade year at Mayflower Elementary Middle School, Jin encountered the smallest form of racism, a microaggression, which came from his new third grade teacher Mrs. Greeder. When she was first introducing Jin, she said “Class, I’d like us all to give a warm Mayflower Elementary welcome to your new friend and classmate Jin Jang!” …show more content…

It shows in the way they speak about the side they want to reject. The effect of the micro aggressions and straightforward racism began to take into effect for Jin just two years later. When a new student, Wei-Chen, was introduced in Jin’s fifth grade class, the teacher introduced him the same way that Jin’s third grade teacher introduced him for the first time. During the time of the introduction, the thought going through Jin’s mind is, “Something made me want to beat him up”(36). Jin never says what exactly, but Wei-Chen is everything that reminds him of the part of him, that he is beginning to detest. Then his thoughts become much louder when Wei-Chen decided to ask Jin a question in Chinese, “Sorry to bother you, but you’re Chinese, aren't you?” To which Jin replied with an annoyed and offensive tone, “You’re in America. Speak English”(37). Instead of easily responding with a simple yes, either in the language or not, it shows that Jin is beginning to take on the same belief as those who despise him, solely for his ethnicity, therefore rejecting anything that does not align with the American “standards”. And it also showed when Jin rejected Wei-Chen’s advances to become friends, “…eh… We-n-be friend?” But Jin responded, “I have enough friends”(38).

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