Meaning Of Existentialism

Existential, has two definitions. One being a matter of philosophy, “concerned with existence, especially human existence as viewed in the theories of existentialism”, another definition being a matter of logic,”affirming the existence of a thing”. The word existential can describe plenty of things. This word has existed since the 1800’s, and is derived from the late latin word “existentia”. The word “existential” came about in the late 17th century and has become more popular today. Existential has lead to the creation of many different ideas and things. One of these ideas being Existentialism. Existentialism was prevalent in the late-19th century and 20th-century. It is a modern philosophical movement stressing the importance of personal experience and responsibility and the demands that they make on the individual, who is seen as a free agent in a deterministic and seemingly meaningless universe. This can also relate to an existential crisis. An existential crisis is a moment in an individual’s life where they question the very foundations of their life. And are stuck on thinking about whether this life has any meaning. An existential crisis is

At the age of 14 I had already doubted if there were a god. I had happened to be brought up in a quite religious family, and so being a child, believed in what they believed in. I had tried praying, watching for a sign that there was some sort of powerful entity there to help through hard times, and everytime I tried I heard nothing, I noticed nothing. The so called “God” wasn't speaking to me, so I took my life into my own hands. Who better to be in charge of my life, my way of living, than me. I even tried to speak to Satan, during an edgy emo phase of my life. Nothing from that end either. I do not believe in anything but death, and death only. We have all been dead before life, and I have no memories of wandering the Heavens with Jesus