Pretend To Be Justine, Write Your Thoughts And Feelings Before The
Execution.
Dear Diary
The seconds that pass seem like hours that never end, as I sit and
wait for my fate to take me a tear drops from my eye stinging my face
as the pain of knowing what is to happen to my innocent self sinks
deep into my thoughts , I now find it increasingly unbearable of this
harsh reality that is taking place in my soon to be ended life.
I would have never thought in a thousand years that a person like me
which wouldn’t even hurt a fly would be accused of such despicable
and unforgivable actions as those which I have been accused of.
William was the life of our home and the source of my joys I would
more happily take my own life than that of my darling William which I
love so very much.
At times like these I cant help but feel sorry for myself in a way, my
life seems to have been cursed with bad luck yet I have always found
a way to deal with each problem and move on facing life as it comes
even when it came to facing death around me, but now I have run out of
answers and run out of optimism I see the end of my life coming and it
is not far away . Never had it crossed my mind that a life which I had
so miserably begun and had now commenced to improve was now about to
end. As I sit here in a cold dark corner of a cell I wish I was
sitting in my fathers lap at the age of ten listening to his stories
and giggling at his jokes, yet these fond memories also bring back
harsh recollections of my mother; Madam Morris, I was the third out of
4 children and also my fathers favourite, due to this my mother found
reason to cultivate hate and jealousy towards me, her own daughter,
she seemed to feel there was a strange perversity within my fathers
favouritism yet she was completely wrong.
My father soon died and I was left to live with my mother and
siblings, yet mother treated me extremely ill and I was unhappy and
hurt, at the age of twelve I clearly recall begging my mother to allow
me to live with the Frankenstein family , there I was a servant but
with a difference, The lady of the house, Mr Frankenstein sister took
a liking to me and provided me with an education that no other
come with a goal in life - to succeed on it. With that kind of mentality I
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