Goodbye is never goodbye until life is over. I will always be able to love someone again, just like they are able to love me. Why do I listen to others lies about love and what they know? Why don't I just love like I want to love. I exercise my mind freely and i forget what is holding it altogether.
Although I am not a love master, being only 19 years old and in two serious relationships in my life, I have come to realize being in love is something special. I believe when you are in love it’s not a choice, that person is picked for you. You are addicted to them, you want all your friends and family to love them as much as you do, you are there when they succeed and there when they fail, you miss them every minute you are apart and you unconditionally love them, even when times get hard.
There is this girl that I really like may even love but there was always one problem, her parents didn’t like me. So I kept fighting for her and fighting for her and I knew one day that we would be together. Then about two years later finally we were given a chance I finally won over her parents respect. I’ve honestly never been happier, the wait was worth every second of my life. What hamlet has taught me was to never give up on love and to just follow my dreams.
She also never said that I would fall "in love" over and over again until I met the right "one." And when I met "the one," chances are he wouldn't be it, and I would have to go through the whole process again. Mother never told me the process would take weeks, months, or even years. She never told me this would be painful. Because if I knew that falling in love would eventually hurt so much, I would have probably tried at all costs to avoid the pain.
But sometimes, ‘love’ is enough even without the overwhelmed feeling of being ‘in love’ with your other half. I believe that we don’t need to be ‘in love’, that simply being able to say we ‘love’ the person is enough to build and maintain happy and long-lasting relationship. Have you heard of people saying about marrying your best friend? Obviously, you can’t be in love with your best friend. It feels like being in love with the smelly pillow you sleep on every night.
I feel good, it's strange" "Not at all, it can happen, what was horrible about your week, Serena?" Serena sighed heavily "Ric... My partner, we're.... We are going on a break, more my call... I just, I didn't want him to hurt" Serena paused and fiddled with her necklace "I love him, I'm not an idiot I know he means well, and he is just... Until I have a sense of myself, my own pain and these sessions end. I can't be in a relationship I can't lie and hold back on what I feel Ric doesn't deserve that..." "And what did Ric say?" "Well, I'm not sure...
All my life I said to myself, “I will never let any man place his hands on me! And if he did I would leave him in an instant!” But that’s easier said than done. The worst part about my situation was that my mother always suspected it. It was like she knew every time it happened. I would break down and cry to myself, but I would never talk about it.
I remember how when we first started you couldn't stop telling me how much you hate people touching your neck, at first, I couldn't even touch your neck to bring you closer to me while we were k... ... middle of paper ... ... chance to fix everything, we have a chance to be together for real now, without any secrets to the world or without any contraints, we have a chance to be us in love, and to me nothing else matters more. Well the fact that you still thought of me after all of that time does, but I can't let you know that, not yet, I already lost you for so long that I can't pick a chance to loose you again. Not after loosing you because I wanted us to seem real. I wanted us to be real to our fans. They already suspected that we were a thing anyway.
I’m a good person and don’t need to prove that to anyone that does not know me or spend a lifetime proving it. I believed in compromising for a relationship but not settling into a relationship because fear of not finding someone else, loneliness or both and I never felt like I was settling when I was with you. I just felt like me and you fit without trying and nobody could tell me differently. You were the one that wouldn’t go away, not in the physical sense lol but meaning out of my mind, like I couldn’t stop thinking about you. I always thought if you can 't stop thinking about you I shouldn’t give up on you but at some point you have to realize when the effort is’nt mutual you must let go.
My resentment for him falls upon someone else, someone who doesn’t deserve it. It is now the hardest thing to simply to give someone the time of day. I still cannot see why I allow the grief to fall back on people who is not him, but I will always have a barrier up when it comes to my feelings. I will always have Philophobia, the fear of love or falling in