Dear Jared, I was going to bed and wanted to write you a short letter. Thank you so much for having faith in me and in us as a couple. Thank you for making me a better person and for opening up and giving your heart to me. Over the last eight months, I never expected to feel this way nor actually be with you in this way, experiencing life's wonders with you. You are wonderful to me, my friends, and my family. You make me the happiest I have ever been and even though we are apart a lot of the time, I still love the same. The feeling that I get when I am with you is overwhelming. Every time that I get a chance to see you for the first time in awhile and as time goes by, my feelings for you more intense. I was thinking about that earlier tonight, when I am going to see you at the airport. I am getting butterflies in my stomach at the thought of seeing you again. You make everything in my life complete and I can't imagine being with anyone else but you. I'm anxious to see you again Jared. Time is ticking, and it's going by too slow. It takes a strong man to accomplish everything that you have in your life and I am proud of you. You have stuck to your goals and have improved your life so much from what it was before and I am so happy that you respect my beliefs as much as I respect yours. You say that you are going to make me a happy woman ... well, you have already done that, just by being you and showing me love and being so open with your feelings. You are what I have always dreamed of when I was a little girl. You are a man with integrity, honesty, love, affection, good looks, and a charming personality. I never thought I would find you, but here you are.
I want to say, you were the best father in the world. You devoted your life to me. I never forget that my graduation evening, what you did for me! You took me to a bar from the restaurant and you were happier than me that night. You had a party with other people at the bar, and I drove to home. When I parked the car, you said me “Keep driving to end of the block”. When I asked Why! you said “Just go”. You gave me old model Ford and said “You will need it to go to college”. I was very happy that time and my eyes were tearing over and I was very happy. Even you did not forget to test the brakes, the turn signals, and the radio. At the time, I wanted you to hug and how much I appreciated all that you did for me. I really want to say “thank you” again.
Hi Ling-Ling!! The book is for you and thank you for reading this. By the way the main point of this letter is the confession of my feelings for you. I know, I know everyone knows about it, even you actually. First things first I liked you because I cared about you more than any girl here in high school. Sometimes it just drives me crazy that you are happy most of the time, and then you start having this issues or dramas that bothers you most of the time. In this letter I won’t tell anything about it, because this is between me and you. Now the reasons why fall for you; first of all i like the way we both play around like a little kids and listen to rock when we were bored, but our differences is the most thing that makes me like you the most.
"I admire a lot of things about you. I admire how smart you are, how perceptive, and observant. What I'm just really in awe of is your patience. If it was me, I would be angry, miserable, hurtful, and just terrible to be around. You've been so strong throughout and so patient, even when things aren't going right, and I'm in awe of that. And you've made me feel blessed."
I constantly wish I was with you, and the days I’m not with you, or the times I go awhile without seeing you, I feel like a part of me is missing. You’re my best friend, boyfriend, cuddle buddy, and ultimately the love of my life. You don’t even know how much I hate hearing that the both of us don’t know if we are going to be together in a year, five years, or ten. I don’t want anyone else. I’m scared of how I’ll be if you and I break up. I know if that ever does come to be finding someone will be so difficult because I’ll compare them to you the entire way through. I will always love you, no matter if we end on bad terms or good. Thank you so much for being so good to me and always putting up with
I know sometimes life can be difficult, and I know it’s me who sometimes makes it that way. I can promise you that I don’t do it knowingly and I want the best for you in any possible way. It’s why I’m dedicating this work to you. I know you 're probably proof reading this right now wondering why the hell I gave it to you to proof read, but I know you 'd probably never read it other wise; I know you love me and would do anything for me, but lets face it, it’s true.
I see the love you both have in each other's eyes and as your love grows for one another, may you look back on this day and know this is when you loved each other the least.
Good afternoon, let me just start by saying that the kindness, support, friendship, and love extended to me and my family during this difficult time has really touched my heart- we are sincerely appreciative!
Thank you for meeting for at BPlate for dinner on Tuesday, I really appreciate you taking the time out of your busy schedule to do so. I had a really nice time sitting down and getting to know more about you and I thank you for trusting me enough to open up about yourself.
I wanted to write you a letter personally because you mean so much to me. I wanted to sincerely tell you how much I adore you as a nurse. I will never forget our days at East together when you precepted me (our severely preeclamptic patient who had the arm that “kept going like this”) and my face when her BP read 200/120! I also can’t forget your face when I came out shocked!
I’m writing you today as a man that has been through a lot. Over the course of my life, I have had way too many trials and tribulations and each one has been a learning experience. Although, it may not look like I have learned anything based on my actions, I have. However, the events on 4/11/2017 and every situation since, they have been the most painful lessons to date. I was blind and didn’t see how much pain I caused you. The overwhelming emotions and loss of my family have been an eye opener for me to say the least. Seeing the stress, anger and resentments that I have caused has made me realize what I have truly lost.
The day you were born I felt this indescribable love. One I had never known before. From the beginning of your life I never knew I could have a love that was so strong. When you were an infant I told people how great you were and they said, "Yeah, but wait until she is two." When you were two I told people how great you were and they said, "Yeah, but wait until she is ten." When you were ten I told people how great you were and they said, "Yeah, but just wait until she is 16." And now you are 16 and I am telling people how great you are.
I won’t be able to write to you as often as I want to, due to the work I have here. I miss you dearly. Spending long nights helping soldiers without any sleep. I just want one good night sleep of sleep. Everything has been a total mess up until now. Working 4 o’clock in the morning and staying up until 11 o’clock every day is a pain. Training in Egypt has been the most exciting and worst thing that could have happened to me. All I could remember from that experience is that it was hot.
I know that I start things between us a lot of the time, but even you know why. You know that it took a lot for me to trust you, but now I do. I am so happy that you are still here with me, being patient, and still by my side. So many people say that I will not make it far in life, but they do not understand me, let alone know me. So many of those people do not know how hard you push me to make something of myself. In the past, I honestly believed that I would not make it anywhere, but now I know that as long as I am happy and still alive, with you by my side I am doing great and can achieve anything.
I’ve been a good wife; attentive, loving, dedicated. Even after the accident, I stayed with you because I thought I loved you. I did at first, but now loving you seems a very silly notion. I will be ending my live at ten-thirty. If you care to say goodbye, come to me at the Manhattan Bridge.
I can surely say that I won't be able to forget about our love story. You were the most beautiful thing that could ever happen in my life. The most tender feeling I have ever endured. Having you in my life and having the opportunity to meet you brought warmth, love, and passion to my heart and soul. The fact that we decide to go separate ways has filled my heart with coldness, sadness and fear, not knowing if you would ever come back to me and perhaps you would forget me bring tears to my eyes.