Analysis Of Giovanni's Room

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The book Giovanni’s room was a story about a guy (man) named David and his life struggles. David went through most of his life without being able to admit to himself or to anyone else that he was gay. Throughout the whole book things kept coming up in his life that show he’s in love with men but he doesn’t admit it. David had experiences that started as a teenager going through his adult hood years with men. David always found ways to convince himself he was in love with girls or attracted to them. David growing up as a child lived in a house where there was no love shown or caring relationships. He grew up not knowing what good relationships looked like or felt like. David did not think too highly of his dad or aunt and always had …show more content…

He was trying to move away from all of the things that happened to him in the past. He didn’t have any one in the U.S keeping him from leaving. When he moved he had absolutely no money on him. He would ask for money from his friend Jacques and write his dad for money. Jacques, his friend from Paris would give him the money he needed and would take David places. One night David and Jacques went to a bar where they became friends with the bartender Giovanni. Giovanni and David hit it off very well the night they met. Everyone in the bar noticed it, even David, but he kept making excuses and convincing himself he wasn’t falling for Giovanni. When his friend Jacques made a comment about Giovanni and David getting along so well David thought to himself “Then I wanted to get out of this bar, out into the air, perhaps to find Hella, my suddenly so sorely menaced girl” (pg 40). After awhile David moved in with Giovanni, Giovanni lived in a very small room. David and Giovanni started developing feelings for each other and doing everything together. Giovanni kept telling David he was going to fix up the room and make it better for the both of them. Giovanni’s room represents David coming out about being gay and in love with Giovanni. Jacques once made a joke to David saying “come out, come out, wherever you are! Love him, love him and let him love you.” (pg 56), even though David’s friends were telling him to admit …show more content…

He had asked her to marry him and she told him she needed time to think and be alone. David thought he was in love with her and wanted to settle down and start a life with her. Every time David would start to feel something towards Giovanni he would use Hella as an excuse to convince himself he wasn’t actually having feelings towards him. “Now she would be coming back and my life with Giovanni would be finished. It would be something that happened to me once-it would be something that happened to many men once.” (pg 94) here David is convincing himself that it’s nothing out of the ordinary for this to happen to all men. Everyone around David besides his friends who were gay were telling him to start his life and have kids. In David’s eyes and the ones around him, his life wouldn’t start until he was married with kids. He one day asked Giovanni “I can have a life with her. What kind of life can two men have together, anyway?” (pg 142). Once Hella came back from Spain she told David she was ready to get married and have kids with him, except now David was in love with Giovanni. David hid what happened with Giovanni from Hella while she was away and told Hella he was ready to get married. David was pushing away how he really felt towards Giovanni and convincing himself he was still in love with Hella. As time went on David lost his sexual feelings toward Hella and could only think about Giovanni.

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