Forgotten Life

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Forgotten Life I’m not entirely sure when I started having these nightmares but what I remember very vividly is how each nightmare turned out. Each night the nightmares grow consistently longer and longer. It also gets even more vivid each night I have it, I don’t know where these nightmares have come from but what I do know is that they are starting to sink me deeper into that place of a sense of hell. It’s like as if I am in a Nightmare in Elms Street kind of situation. I’m not entirely sure what I need to do, I have been losing so much sleep that I am starting to dream with my eyes open. I am scared and sleep deprived. I think to myself, “what had I done to deserve this kind of torture to come to me in the middle of the night slowly suffocating me into darkness?”. It always seems to start out just like any other dream I have, “nothing special”. Then suddenly as if on cue somehow the good dream disappears and I am at this magnificent oak tree. But this tree is different than all of the other oak trees that I have ever seen. It is this tree that has this giant magnificent storm blue eye at the place where the tree branches and leaves should have been and the tree branches that seem to be like eyelashes. There are two sets of six branches there is one set on top and another on the bottom. The grass beneath the tree looks like it is dead. The eye on the tree seems to be looking at my very soul judging me, looking inside me. In that whole seen, in that very part of the dream or as I should say it nightmare just chills me to the bone. Once again after the great oak tree I am in this spacious room there are a least five windows all different shapes and sizes. Now thinking back to my other dreams in the beginning there was only one w... ... middle of paper ... ... less. I will just have to live through it, the only worry that I have is what if the nightmare doesn’t cease. What if I end up having these nightmare’s for the rest of my life. I can never escape cursed for ever to live this nightmare again every night. I guess shouldn’t be thinking like that but I have lived through this nightmare so many times I just don’t know what to do. Another worry that comes to my mind is what happens when I cannot wake up one night. I end up stuck in the nightmare, my body gets so tired that when I do fall asleep again I want to wake up but I can’t. I didn’t have these thoughts in the beginning I thought it would just past and I will then be able to move on. I’ve had nightmares like this before they all past within a week. Now I question even if these nightmares will end and if I will be able to get a good night’s rest any time soon.
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