Financial Aid Cause And Effect

To whom may concern I had used financial aid as tuition to take classes at Seattle Central Community College in winter 2011, instead of taking classes at the University of Washington. But not only the event that I had 11credit breaches the term of financial aid, but the fundamental and unconscious issue in self-esteem initiated disparity between sense of responsibility and fear from a young age. Maybe, this theory interpreted too much based on assumptions and not scientific methods to prove the cause and effect. However, unconsciously I was afraid of abundance from my family and friend. Lower self-esteem in experience of divorced parent relationship, which might develop into twisted perspective on love and forgiveness during the early age fear slowly developed into the fear that no one would love me.

This created a delicate and fragile mentality, not to seek truth and problem inside of myself, but to search the core problem outside, when facing failure. Finally, this causes terrible cycle, repeating classes and failure in order to match into my unrealistic and unknown expectation, which approaches to stability, security and love. Therefore, my attitude and mentality was not ready to grant this aid at the university; not specific desire to learn from passion, not ready to ask for help outside, because of my vain ego and naive optimistic. But, now I have desired to learn subjects and to seek more curiosity. Loving myself and accomplishment and dreaming in faith will resolve my inner problem and potentiate self-esteem slowly, but firmly. Also, at the same time, theoretical methods demonstrate to break this crummy consequence and to prevent failure from the