Importance Of The Air Force

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An experience that I have had that will influence my academic work and goals at Colorado Christian University is my transition from military life to civilian life. When I joined the Air Force I was 18 years old, fresh out of high school, and without much life experience. I joined the Air Force so that one day I would be able to pay for a college education and so that I could experience the world more than I was able to do in my small town of Gladewater, Texas. The Air Force taught me so much about myself and really shaped me in to the person I am today. I deployed twice overseas while I was in the Air Force and less than a year before my first deployment my daughter Kenzie was born. Leaving her for that first deployment was the hardest thing …show more content…

The weeks leading up to my discharge were not as stressful as I thought they would be. I had a job lined up and things seemed to be flowing smoothly, but what happened after I started trying to get adjusted to civilian life was something I never expected and was certainly not prepared for. After I was discharged I moved from Texas, where I was stationed, to Maryland for a job. I had been stationed in Maryland before so the move was not all that nerve-wracking, in fact, I was really excited about it. Before long though, I started going through really intense bouts of anxiety and depression and I could not figure out why. I got a job making more money than I was making in the Air Force, I had friends around, from an outside perspective I was doing really well for myself and providing a good life for my daughter, but inside I was miserable. I decided to start going to a Christian counselor and I began talking to her about the feelings I had. Through a lot of talking and soul searching I realized that I had built up most of my self-esteem and my identity around being in the Air

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