English Story

English Story

Hello my name is rage, you are probably thinking just about now

that who named this girl. Well I have always had that question on my

mind as well. From what I remember about my childhood (which I might add

is not much) is mostly living in this house with about thirty other kids

that did not have parents either and we lived off our worldwide drug

Elate, bread and water. I was told from the older kids that my mother

dropped me off there one day she told the kids that she had been

diagnosed with AIDS, and she was going to murder herself. So my best

friend her name was Sky, she was one of the older kids and she took care

of me for my early years. I lived there until I was about 16, then I

moved in with Jeremy, my boyfriend and started a family. Anyway back to

our drug Elate, you may have an idea what this drug is I have no idea if

it will sill exist when you receive this letter or you may have never

heard of the drug before. So let me explain. It is what I have heard

that people used to call "cocaine" or something in that form. And I have

also heard that people used to actually pay for this stuff, and used to

go in "jail" if they were caught with it or on it. Well now a day it is

completely different, we have to be on it twenty-four hours a day, seven

times a week, etc. The drug Elate, it brings all the others and me such

a high, and has got me through some pretty bad times in my life. You

already know my mother died from it, using the needle method, and I

presume my father did also; that is why we start our lives so early in

this society. The older kids have prepared us that our lives only last

about forty years, if we are lucky. But forty years of being high; that

is the way I want to live my life. Who really like's reality in the

first place. The only down sides of this drug are my nose hurts all the

time and I do not really sleep, nor eat much, the drug make me feel

full. It is our choice weather we want to sniff the stuff or inject it

or do both. I personally switch with both methods every few months. The

one thing that I do not do is share needles, that is the huge down side