Cuttin To The Chase: A Personal Narrative: Cutting To The Chase

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A Quick Preamble: A personal confession first - supposed to be good for the soul, right..?!? These days, because of learning a lot of things the hard way - generally by myself, I really bear no resemblance to the "socially-challenged" young man I once was... but I certainly know exactly what you're going through if you suffer from crippling anxiety attacks. During my "younger" years, due to a distinct lack of self-confidence with the added 'bonus' of several years of depression and low self-esteem, I was seriously very prone to anxiety attacks... and the attacks always happened just before I had to venture to places where I knew there was going to be others - even if there was only going to be one other person, I'd find myself frozen on the spot because I was certain that something terrible was about to happen to me... …show more content…

and in my particular case, it wasn't even the thought of a sudden heart attack or inexplicably dropping dead that did me in - although these worries and other worse ones certainly had their part to play in my affliction, it was more the worry of "embarrassment". I'm talking about an anxiety level that's way above the normal everyday run-of-the-mill minor anxieties that everybody feels as we all go through the normal motions and challenges of our life. Yep, the ridiculous thought of seriously embarrassing myself one way or another and having others witness it and then laughing at me would push me into a full-blown, out-n-out, freeze-on-the-spot, can't breathe, heart accelerating panic attack..! An official Psychiatric definition is: a nervous disorder characterised by a state of excessive uneasiness and apprehension, typically with compulsive behaviour or panic attacks. Does this all sound kinda familiar to you..? Can you relate to what I'm describing here..? These are the few NATURAL no-drugs-no-psychiatrist tricks I learned and persevered with to become the confident, self-assured man I now believe myself to

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