A Study of Temporary Matter

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However when she has started isolating herself from socializing, Shukumar began getting adjusted to the environment created in their household. He has stopped looking forward for weekends. So they both have remained away from their close friends and relatives. It is not even like they find solace in each other's arms, they hardly converse with each other. They live under the same roof like familiar strangers. This clearly makes it hard for Shobha to cope with trauma.
One can witness the results of post traumatic condition encompassing all spheres of her life gradually. Her disordered life is another manifestation of trauma. From the day she got married to till September for almost three years she has a led a very disciplined life. She took care of all the household activities like paying bills on time, bringing necessary things and keeping their three bed room house neat, organized and beautiful. She even documented each recipe dinner in her notebook with a date. But now she has not concerned about any of these things. She sits with the pile of things without even moving them. This reminds a few lines of the poem Dreams by
Langston Hughes, where he describes the effect of fallen dreams or things.

An understanding of Shobha's changed lifestyle and fractured mind, her complete cut o from social life, her personal relationship with her husband and disorganized life style, suggest that she has lost hope and faith in her past life and on the verge of creating a new life.
Another issue that contributes to her decision of moving out is the haunting memories of that house which play a great role in the case of trauma.

For Shobha her bedroom is the place which haunted her the most with its beautiful moments and sweet memories. The pict...

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...the reason behind her plan, he acts irrationally. Though it turns out well by giving them the chance to grieve together for the terrible loss of their baby and starts life afresh.

The above analysis becomes crucial for its representation of the traumatic condition and its effect on the family. Since the stillbirth, Shobha's life is marked by silence and profound disorder and Shukumar's boredom and anticipation. Shukumar's negligence for almost six months of her condition makes her trauma even worse. If he would have taken initiation a way sooner to get her out of the world she created for herself by just talking with her instead of remaining indifferent about her growing silence, she would not have decided to move out of his house. So it is perceived that emotional support or any kind of support to a woman who has experienced a stillbirth is of paramount importance.

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