Analysis of A Fabricated Mexican by Ricky Rivera

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‘A Fabricated Mexican’ is a novel by Ricky Rivera in which he chronicles his life as he grows from a child farm worker to a Ph.D. candidate. He takes us through his journey in his search for his personal identity. In the book we find that his journey has not been an easy one. This difficult journey is due to many factors, most importantly the people who have surrounded him during this journey. One of the characters who was a major influence in Ricky’s life is his mother. She is a very strong willed and opinionated person. As Rivera points out at the beginning of the novel “I am still amazed that I really don’t know who this woman is. None of us do. My brothers and sisters have conflicting fictions of where Chero is from, but we agree that if we could just pinpoint an exact geographical moment of being, we could start to figure out mother out.” (3) The author reflects on his respect for his mother when he writes about her determination, her purpose, her willingness to confront bosses, teachers, neighbors and husbands even as he states “to this day I still wonder who this woman is.” (10 ) Ricky respects his mother; however he also is in fear of her. Chero wants Ricky to go to college, but not necessarily for an education. He believes she wants him to go to college so he can collect social security checks each month until he graduates. When his mother sends him to see Dr. Howell to discuss his future, Dr. Howell states that Ricky should be led by his own convictions. When Ricky’s mother asks what Dr. Howell said, Ricky fabricates a story relating what he believes his mother wants to hear. As Ricky continues his education, his wife suggests it is time for him to tell his mother about his educational successes. When h... ... middle of paper ... ...g the various reports concerning his father’s suicide, he is drinking, sweating and crying. The full impact of what his father had done to him finally hits him. “What the hell do you mean there were no others involved? I screamed. What were we, chorizo con huevos? No, the sneering voice in my poisoned mind explained, you were chorizo without huevos.” (78 ) Ricky cries out that he was left with his mother and sisters to raise him and he believes he was raised as a weak man. “…and because of your stupid, dramatic abandonment I’ve become a drunken, drug-abusing misfit.” (78 ) At the end of ‘A Fabricated Mexican’ Ricky has accepted who he is and how he became the person he is. He is accepting and honoring the fact that he is a fabricated Mexican. Being a fabricated Mexican is nothing more and nothing less than wearing masks which fit certain social situations.

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