Why Are We Here?

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This question is often answered existentially or materialistically. Existentially, I might consider why God put me on the Earth and how much influence He’s had on the course of my life, but this question would take far too long to answer and would be impossible to prove. Looking at the issue with a materialistic focus, I would say my life is a simply a product of my choices, but this solution is simply too shallow. This leads me to think there may be an explanation for my presence at Methodist University which falls somewhere between existentialism and materialism and which takes into account the reasons behind the decisions that led me here; I am at Methodist for several reasons, but the main causes are my competitive nature and my desires for independence and service.

Although it may be impossible to determine why some people are competitive and others are not, I know my upbringing shaped that competitiveness into a desire to excel in academics. My elder brother set a high standard in school, and I always aspired to do as well as he did. By the time I reached high school graduation, I had a 3.97 grade point average and a strong desire to pursue collegiate studies. Because Spanish had always come easily to me, I decided to pursue a degree in Linguistics at the same college my brother attended, the University of Pittsburgh. However, my departure from high school brought to the forefront two ambitions I had never experienced during my adolescence, desires for independence and service.

Although my goals of independence and service didn’t affect my major decisions until after graduation, I believe they were both a result of my upbringing, just like my focus on academics. My father’s career as a doctor inspired me on a ba...

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... college this spring. While I would have preferred to attend UNC-Chapel Hill, because they offer a Linguistics Major, that university did not allow transfer students to begin mid-year; thus, timing narrowed my choices to either Methodist or Campbell. Finally, having accepted that I would have to forego a major in the subject I preferred, I considered which of the two colleges would offer me more financial incentives. As Methodist University offered a transfer scholarship and Campbell offered nothing, the choice was clear.

While I still believe the course of one’s life is a result of his or her decisions, I now realize it is also a reflection of one’s character and personality. I know that within a year, I won’t simply have a degree from Methodist University to hang on my wall; as a result of this reflection, I can also appreciate why and how I ended up there.

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