Pretend To Be Justine, Write Your Thoughts And Feelings Before The
Execution.
Dear Diary
The seconds that pass seem like hours that never end, as I sit and
wait for my fate to take me a tear drops from my eye stinging my face
as the pain of knowing what is to happen to my innocent self sinks
deep into my thoughts , I now find it increasingly unbearable of this
harsh reality that is taking place in my soon to be ended life.
I would have never thought in a thousand years that a person like me
which wouldn’t even hurt a fly would be accused of such despicable
and unforgivable actions as those which I have been accused of.
William was the life of our home and the source of my joys I would
more happily take my own life than that of my darling William which I
love so very much.
At times like these I cant help but feel sorry for myself in a way, my
life seems to have been cursed with bad luck yet I have always found
a way to deal with each problem and move on facing life as it comes
even when it came to facing death around me, but now I have run out of
answers and run out of optimism I see the end of my life coming and it
is not far away . Never had it crossed my mind that a life which I had
so miserably begun and had now commenced to improve was now about to
end. As I sit here in a cold dark corner of a cell I wish I was
sitting in my fathers lap at the age of ten listening to his stories
and giggling at his jokes, yet these fond memories also bring back
harsh recollections of my mother; Madam Morris, I was the third out of
4 children and also my fathers favourite, due to this my mother found
reason to cultivate hate and jealousy towards me, her own daughter,
she seemed to feel there was a strange perversity within my fathers
favouritism yet she was completely wrong.
My father soon died and I was left to live with my mother and
siblings, yet mother treated me extremely ill and I was unhappy and
hurt, at the age of twelve I clearly recall begging my mother to allow
me to live with the Frankenstein family , there I was a servant but
with a difference, The lady of the house, Mr Frankenstein sister took
a liking to me and provided me with an education that no other
problems to solve. Maybe this belief I have is too far out of reach to be true.
things to feel happy about in life. If we want to live a happy life,
answer to your problems as it is unsatisfying , dangerous, and ultimately leads to even more
...tation of losing faith in a higher power when you are faced with the opportunity, and I realize how hard it is to watch someone you care about become weak and powerless and know you can do nothing about it.
It is true that obstacles in life are uncomfortable and unsupportable experiences, but if we would learn to look at the bright sides of problems, keep seeking opportunities, manage situations and learn from failures then the difficulties that we face in our life would turn out for the better not only in the present but also in the
live day to day as a means to survive, and only then would we truly
happiness and true success. The way is hard, the path is long, and nothing is
understand in life that trial and tribulations will develop in my life. I hope that my personal
come with a goal in life - to succeed on it. With that kind of mentality I
down, I thought I might as well give up, that there was no life left,
The first noble truth states that to live is to suffer (Ellwood, McGraw, 122). With a body comes decay and pain, and with the mind comes trouble and discouragement. Each day requires us to decide what to do with our lives and what we have to do in order to achieve happiness. Daily life becomes a to-do list which can lead to frustra...
The hardest times in your life drown you in pain and desperation, how can any good come of them? As Gilda Radner Said "I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity." It's you who makes the choice as to how things go in your life. Disappointments aren't anything to fear there something to look forward to.
Last year my grandmother passed away. It was not easy having to digest something that big, having to say goodbye to someone who had been around you for the most part of your life. When things like this happen, your life changes drastically, and your perspective of life is much different. Here’s when you start to question yourself if you should keep on going or not. As to be expected I fell into a somewhat deep depression, and things just didn’t look like they did before.
Death cannot kill me, and I see that now. Death is not a sad time, and
That being said, my prayer is that many will be able to relate and find comfort in my expressions. I am sure you have heard a Preacher or two say “you have to learn to encourage yourself.” Well trust me, the only reason I am still alive today is because I have had to do just that. The Inspiration section is recordings of me talking to me, me boosting me, me convincing myself to hold on and not give