The Prelude Essay

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Wordsworth suffers solitude, even as he celebrates it. Alone, the poet can explore his own consciousness; it exists at both poles of the notion of ‘emotion recollected in tranquillity’, and is the dominant developmental mode of Wordsworth’s childhood as depicted in The Prelude (1805). Independence is what is exalted in his introduction to that poem: he greets the ‘gentle breeze’ as a ‘captive… set free’ from the ‘vast city’ which has been as a ‘prison’ to his spirit. The oppression of city living is alleviated in this opening reacquisition of isolation; the relief is evident: ‘I breathe again’, ‘that burthen of my own unnatural self [is shaken off], /The heavy weight of many a weary day/ Not mine, and such as were not made for me’. In this, …show more content…

This is evident in Wordsworth’s subsequent associative imagining of his sister alone (conceived egotistically in terms of himself) - ‘If I should be, where I no more can hear/ Thy voice’ – and the attendant confusion of anxieties robed as optimisms and felicities. ‘Nor… wilt thou then forget’ is a formulation repeated twice, creating a cumulative weight of negativity – negative because inflected by these anxieties of decay and loss. ‘If solitude, or fear or pain, or grief, /Should be thy portion’ is a dissonant subjunctive, even if proposed so as to be comforted by the memory of the overt blisses of the present state. And it treats of a different solitude to that of her ‘solitary walk’ eight lines earlier; it is a solitude divested of pleasurable interaction with the self, because the self has decayed to be lonely in its own company, betrayed by nature. His hope that she will not forget that they ‘stood together’ in the Wye valley is already coloured by the unease of its negative, tentative (‘perchance’) mode; and by its very proposition he undermines the bliss of his present tense – since his apprehension of the valley is not being enjoyed fully, but is overlaid with imaginings of future states. The loss of intimacy with nature is not just being anxiously intimated in, but is being performed by, this apostrophe: …show more content…

In his late note on the Immortality Ode, he describes his childhood solipsism: "I was often unable to think of external things as having external existence, and I communed with all I saw as something not apart from, but inherent in, my own immaterial nature. Many times while going to school have I grasped at a wall or tree to recall myself from this abyss of idealism to the reality." This is consistent with the recollections of childhood recorded in the first Prelude of 1798-99, which either take place alone, or seem to take place alone. In the rowing boat episode, the ‘spectacle’ of the ‘peak, black and huge’ that ‘towered up between me and the stars, and… strode after me’ enhances his consciousness of solitude and self: his

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