Leadership Course - Assignment 1

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• Describe the experience briefly (What was the background? What triggered the experience? What happened? What was the outcome?)

Both my success and failure experience are derived from the same experience but focus on different aspects of it. As I was nearing the end of my mandatory military service I was given a chance to lead a team of commanders of the training course I was part of. In the last three courses all five commanders on the team were very experienced (with 2-4 courses under their belt). I was given an opportunity to lead the next course with a brand new team of two “green” commanders. In addition, to being heavily understaffed, two complicating factors were added to the mix. First, it was the first course to include female soldiers in a course that was dominated by males. Second, after a few weeks in the course, it was decided that I would be leaving to move to a different department after the three months course. I consider this event to be an important experience because it was the first time I was given responsibility of this magnitude and with implications for both short and long term. While I know that the performance of the course under my lead was above expectations and considered a success in many measures, I view this experience as a personal failure because I was not able to train the next line of leaders enough and after I left, that department suffered from poor performance (to say the least).

• Why was this experience challenging for you?

As I mentioned above, it was the first time I was given this kind of responsibility and as someone who was considered a “star” in the unit a lot was hanging on my shoulders. In my next role I was expected to train commanders and team leaders so being successful my...

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...o believe more in the importance of failure and in the importance of focusing more on the process and less on the final outcome. I do think that if I am put in a leadership position today, I would devote much more of my time and efforts to creating a better environment that foster learning and develops my followers’ ability to take ownership of the issues at hand, even if the price is less than poor performance.

I also believe that my attempt to change and create higher standards are an important part of who I am and of my internal motivation for leadership. I understand that there will always be a clash and that I might set very high standards that cannot be maintained after I leave. I am, an optimistic and maybe also a romantic, and think that my struggle is worthwhile anyway, both for the organization I work for and for my own self of purpose and fulfillment.

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