Filipino Magic And Blood

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When I was five, I watched as a Filipino man split his thumb in half lengthwise and move the tip back and fourth. This was my first experience with Magic. Later, I would repeat the trick with my index finger, except there would be gushing blood and the screams of children. As for the Filipino man, he didn't really cut his finger in half. Even at five years old I understood that there was some kind of trick at work here. He did it again, obviously pleased at himself for being able to so easily delight the kid he's babysitting. Do it again, I asked.

Again, he brought his two hands together, split his right thumb using his left index finger, and separated the two parts. He made his bisected thumb jiggle a little, clearly indicating that his finger still worked as it should, in spite of the obvious distance between the pieces. He brought his thumb back together and made it whole, then showed me another Magic trick. He correctly guessed, every time, which card I had drawn from a deck of playing cards, without him seeing which one I took. Again and again, he repeated the trick for me until I could take it no more and begged him to show me how it was done. And the thumb thing, I had to know how that worked.

Later that year, my father took me to a Magic Show. Oh boy, a REAL Magician! It was a grand affair - dressing up nicely, taking a drive into the city, buying the tickets and walking into the theatre - groups of children ran up and down the isles between the seats, echoing my own excitement. Except I didn't run around and squeal like children do at that age, it just wasn't proper. Pushing down the spring-loaded seat that snapped back up if left alone, I sat down and waited. My father sat next to me. I fidgeted with various thing...

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...erstood. The personal relationship between the words on a page and the person reading it, for example. The way you lose all sense of time when you're engrossed, really pulled in, to a game or comic book or movie. The word "qualia" is used to describe the "subjective quality" of conscious experience. The taste of your favorite food, the beauty in a pleasing arrangement of colours. What you find find in a video-game.

Daniel Dennett writes that qualia is "an unfamiliar term for something that could not be more familiar to each of us: the ways things seem to us."

With something as immediate and involving as a video game, the Magic is quite personal. And as unique as the person playing. Every time I see the scar on my left index finger, running from the tip of the finger, through my fingerprint, down to my palm, I wonder if I should have said no to that Filipino man.

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