Rachel Klein's 'The Moth Diaries'

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In Rachel Klein’s The Moth Diaries the narrator guides readers through what she believes is the discovery of a vampire living across the hall, but her older self writes it off as a mental illness. The reader does not want to trust a narrator discredited by a more mature self, but the sixteen year-old remains the only authority through whom to analyse the events of the narrative. Early on the narrator reveals her unreliability, expressing her first sight of the Residence “felt as if I had woken up in a dream. No, not a dream. Dreams aren’t real. I had entered a different time and place…This wasn’t a school; it was a castle” (Klein, 2004, pp. 8-9). The unsuspecting reader skims over the narrator’s inability to identify her location within her …show more content…

(Atwood & Lee, 2007, p. 123)
The school, Brangwyn, like many fictional prep schools, has a very un-Americanness about it. Perhaps this is a product of the common reader’s unfamiliarity with uniforms and boarding schools, but through the lens Atwood and Lee (2007) the reader begins to understand how the narrator lacks a locatable self and why claiming her identity is such a challenge. By the time the reader enters the narrative, the narrator has accepted Brangwyn’s autocracy for three years, and she has learned to conform. This is seen through her compulsion to belong at the school, and the pride she takes in fitting into the school’s expectations. After reflecting on her first, nervous dinner, the narrator states, “Now I’m one of those older girls. I hurry through diner and go down for a smoke afterward. I have lots of friends, and no one stares” (Klein, 2004, p. 15). Unlike a typical adolescent narrator, the narrator of The Moth Dairies takes pride in blending in rather than expressing her individuality. By the time she begins …show more content…

Where uncanniness is solved by Jackson’s heroines taking possession of their identities, the American prep school and Schoolhouse Gothic traditions The Moth Diaries follow attack the identity that the narrator attempts to take possession of. Where Jackson’s heroines are able to take possession of themselves and resolve the uncanniness of their narratives, the narrator is not allowed to keep possession herself. The social forces her “self” fights against are too strong to prevail over. Instead, she is forced to accept the womanhood the masculine “self” Martin identified has no desire to achieve. The uncanniness linked to the narrator’s lack of a locatable self is a result of the uncertainty Jackson and Freud discuss, but also the cause of this lack created by Brangwyn, Atwood and Lee’s American prep school, robbing the narrator of Martin’s “masculine

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