Personal Narrative: Masculinity In Baseball

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I picked up my first baseball at the age of 3 and believe it or not at that exact moment I fell in love with what would become the single most important aspect of my life. I cherished it, I worshiped it, and breathed it all in. The smell of the fresh cut grass, the freshly powdered chalk, or even the metal clink of the bat every time it made connection with a baseball; this was love. My passion for baseball began to slowly shape who I identified as in the world, in terms of my masculinity. I allowed my love for baseball to begin to shape my masculinity and shape what it meant to be a man through my eyes. I learned everything I knew about being a man through my experiences on the baseball field. According to MacArthur, Penn State professor, …show more content…

I went to countless baseball games and I saw men that were phenomenal athletes and I felt as though I needed to play like him or have money like him in order to be a man, or good at baseball for that matter. It is also important to mention that men are stereotypically seen as strong and tough within sports which led to a lot of the pressure I felt, primarily because from the time I was very young, I felt that because I was a boy/man I should be good at all things physical (this included baseball). Through my experiences through baseball I have learned so much so, while it seems that baseball has only contributed negatively to my life, I would argue that it has greatly contributed to my self-confidence, work ethic, healthy competitiveness, etc. So, this is significant because it shaped the man I became in high school; your stereotypical jock who only cared about himself and his sport. I allowed societies notion of what it meant to be a man to shape how I perceived the would and overall dictate the lens I viewed the world from. I began to become very selfish and disregard the subjectivity of anyone who wasn’t in my group of

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