Personal Narrative Essay: Concussions In College Football

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The loud thud had echoed throughout the field. All I could see was black. My head was throbbing as tears streamed down my face. I knew I was hurt despite my body feeling numb. I could not hear anything except the pounding from my head. As I struggled to walk off the soccer field, the trainer rushed to my aide on the sideline. The simple tasks he asked of me were much harder than they should have been. I buried my head in my jacket to block the sun’s blinding rays from beating down on me. My parents hurried to meet the trainer and he informed them I had a severe concussion and needed to seek professional help immediately. I was devastated to learn my severe concussion would keep me from the game I love. Not only was I out for almost the entire …show more content…

I felt nonexistent for the weeks it took to recover. Aside from being anchored to my bed from the physical pain, I was also emotionally unstable. I wanted to want to be around people, but I never felt healthy enough to be social. The lowest point hit when my pessimism lead to me to quit soccer out of frustration. Despite my head being healed, I still was in an emotional rut. Without soccer, I felt alone and bored with my life. I was desperate to be involved as I entered high school. I began playing basketball; however, it never meant as much to step onto the court as it did to step on the field. Finally, it was about to be my senior year. My school hired a new coach, which meant a clean slate for every player – including myself. Doubt overwhelmed me instantly, wondering whether I should even attempt coming back after taking off for three years. When I showed up to the first weightlifting in the winter, every girl shot dirty looks at me. None of them had to speak for me to know what they were thinking. “Why is she here? She thinks she’s good enough to come in for one year and play? I hate senior walk-ons.” The intimidation from the other girls was just as wearisome as the discouragement from

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