Personal Narrative: A Change Of Scenerys

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A change of scenery helps to sort things out. Portland, a green city and much more laid back than the San Francisco Bay Area was just what I needed. It gave me the space to ponder and to think more like an artist and less like an art historian. Even as I seriously tried to develop projects, write grants, and act as though I was still into it, the art history part, I wasn't and as it turned out, I wasn’t successful doing anything in Portland but gardening and raising chickens, signs that I needed a change. I didn’t like my university art history classes. I often fell asleep and woke up with a glare of disgust on my professor’s face as her eyes singled me out from the other ninety-nine students in the lecture hall. I was easy to recognize, with my huge glistening Afro. The truth was, I followed this path of extended education and loans for someone else, but not for me. I only wanted to be an artist. I was determined to make a change. Now, I had to dig myself out of a deep slippery mud-filled ditch. I couldn't get my footing; I often wondered how I could climb out, how I would backtrack or even move forward when life kept pulling me into an art historical comfort zone. Reality check, Cameron, my youngest son, was still in an expensive private university. His tuition kept me awake at night. …show more content…

The Internet saved me. Virtual space became my best friend and hope out of a bad decision. In virtual space, I focused on my creative self and I ever applied for an artist residency to help dig my way out of a

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