On The Rainy River O Brien Analysis

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The late author and philosopher Dame Iris Murdoch once said “We live in a fantasy world, a world of illusion. The great task in life is to find reality.” The general argument made by Tim O’Brien in his short story “On the Rainy River” is that an individual’s self-perception may skew the line between illusion and reality. More specifically O’Brien argues that the line may be discovered if an individual is able to come to terms with their perception. Illusion and reality are found to be confused throughout the novella “On the Rainy River” as a journey through one’s own mind is taken in order to reach a life-altering decision. In the early stages of the story O’Brien is faced with a “moral emergency”, though the draft letter sent to him in the early summer of 1968 stirred up many more feelings than that of just a moral nature. O’Brien experienced unease within his conscience about how this particular war had no “imperative of its cause”; people were dying for reasons unknown. This news also hit him in a deeply emotional way; he became quite livid with the entire idea of …show more content…

Just as the pivotal moment arrived, in which O’Brien was to decide if he would go to Canada or not; fragments of his past and future arrived in front of him. These hallucinations were mainly what kept O’Brien from jumping overboard and swimming to the Canadian shores. The idea of everyone who was important to him no longer respecting him due to his conviction to his ethics, or even the idea that one of the decisions could lead to him not ending up with the family that he would later call his own. Moreover O’Brien could not handle the “audience to [his] life” judging the mental task at hand. A fear of embarrassment took precedence over all else with the eyes of the world looking back at him urging him one way or the other. Tim O’Brien had made his decision to go to war because he was afraid not

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