Meaning In John 'Bolling's The Moviegoer'

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John “Binx” Bolling is a 1960s version of Dante, a man awoken in the middle of his life beginning a desperate and philosophical search for meaning. Like The Inferno, The Moviegoer is set in a Catholic liturgically important time and spans the length of a week. The reader meets Binx on Mardi Gras, the last day of Epiphany season, and on Ash Wednesday, a day of repentance and reassessment in Catholicism, he begins his search. The meaning of Binx’s search is questioned from the onset of the book. He addresses the reader by saying, “The search is what anyone would undertake if he were not sunk in the everydayness of his own life. To become aware of the search is to be onto something. Not to be onto something is to be in despair.” Binx’s search …show more content…

The most important person in Binx’s search is his half-brother Lonnie. Lonnie drags Binx out of his self-induced isolation with his approach to life. Binx doubts his individualistic life by seeing Lonnie’s resilience and insistence on love. For Lonnie, living with illness, everyday is authentic; everyday is a fight against mortality. Lonnie mirrors the completion of all the goals of Binx’s search. He is the only character who has successfully found the meaning that Binx searches for and therefore only requires Binx to be …show more content…

After an argument with his aunt, she finally realizes his true self and this admission enables Binx to emerge from his malaise, no longer pretending to be the perfect citizen. When Binx sees Kate walking toward him on the beach his eyes are opened and he changes his way of life; no longer does Binx desire the unemotional fling with Joyce. Binx chooses to end the everydayness by marrying Kate and enrolling in medical school in order to make an impact on the world. Binx’s realization on the ill-advised trip to Chicago is that Kate needs him and her neediness gives Binx the meaning, which he sought. Again he faces mortality when Lonnie dies, but in contrast to his dealing with death at the beginning of the novel Binx shows his change as he begins acting toward his much younger siblings like an adult and not another child. Through the satisfaction Lonnie receives in his love and service to others and through Kate’s reliance on him, Binx begins to realize that freedom and authenticity are not achieved in isolation and individualism, but instead that it comes from service and fellowship with others. For the first time Binx has moved outside himself, embracing, a different everydayness. Through rejecting his self-imposed isolation and accepting love and service to others, Binx finds authenticity in the everyday. Through these relationships he finds himself as a Somebody, Somewhere

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