Heidi W. Durrow's The Girl Who Fell From The Sky

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“She stepped off the edge with Ariel in her arms and danced into the sky. They waltzed with a cloud. And for a moment I could see Mor smile.” The Girl Who Fell from the Sky is a realistic fiction book written by Heidi W. Durrow, awarded a bellwether prize. The author has a Danish mother and African-American father, just like the main character Rachel. Heidi grew up in Portland Oregon, which is also the main setting for where this story takes place. In this narrative, the author somewhat reflects her own personal experience growing up in the United States as biracial. Also like Rachel, Heidi was persecuted often with questions such as “what are you?”. This publication is realistic fiction because many of the events that take place could have …show more content…

Rachel uses sex and sexual behavior as a get away maybe she thinks it will show her who she is. Or possibly she’s trying to convince herself that it doesn’t matter, that she doesn’t care. In one of these risky encounters, Rachel is thinking, “Anthony Miller is taking the thing I thought I was giving. He is not big enough to make it impossible to fight back, but I don’t. It’s like my body thinks: surrender, beautiful.(172)”. Rachel is doing these things because she doesn’t think it has consequence, she doesn’t care. Once in the book she admitted that she wasn’t suppose to survive the fall from the building, that the life she lives is hers to throw away. She feels as though she is only the shade of her skin, only a part of the tragedy she survived. When hanging out alone with Jesse, he starts talking about her skin and how she’s exotic and how she’s black but not really black and continues to not to see her but just her skin. Before they have sex, Rachel refers to his words when she thinks, “He makes me brown and browner still.(134)”. Everyone is seeing her skin and not her, who she is. Rachel; intelligent, funny, pretty etc. She starts to give in to just being a color. After Brick and Rachel have exchanged their heart wrenching stories, Brick makes Rachel realize, “When he looks at me, it feels like no one has really seen me since the accident. In his eyes, I’m not the new girl. I’m not the color of my skin. I’m a story. One with a past and future unwritten.(264)”. Rachel is still young and hasn’t completely figured out who she is, but now she knows what she’s not. She’s not the new girl. She’s not the color of her skin. She is more. Rachel is not what people say she is or make her out to be. Talking to Brick, Rachel realizes she has a future, she can be whoever she wants to be. She’s not just her past or the disaster she survived. She is more, even though she doesn’t know what

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